I woke up today feeling empty. This person we are not remembering might have affected me more than I could possibly comprehend. I was in control around them. But now, I feel unhinged. I feel this rage inside me, and I can't seem to control it. I've tried and I've failed over and over again. Scott doesn't get it, Lydia doesn't get it. Non of my friends understand what I'm going through. Scott keeps trying to tell me everything that he's going through, but I'm going through worst. He says he wants to help me but how can he help someone broken and angry like me. I've come to grow feelings towards Scott, a lot of feelings, but I can't tell him that because that'll just make him go away. I need someone to be there for me.
