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**I recommend listening to 'Girl That You Love' by 'P!ATD' throughout this chapter. It sets the mood and its also one of my fave songs ;)**

He ran. Grason ran. I started to run after him, yelling his name, but Ethan pulled me back.

I kissed him.

I can't even look at him, yet he stares at me with deep intensity, his eyes focused on me. Why did he kiss me. I can't say i didn't like it, but it was out of order, especially as he knows i have feelings for Gray. I turn to look at him, to try and ask him what just happened, but he's gone. There's no way i'm going to class after that, so i head for the bike sheds to try and clear my head. This is why i don't get close to people, i always end up getting hurt.

Gray's POV:

HE KNOWS I LIKE HER. HE FUCKING KNOWS HOW I FEEL ABOUT HER, AND HE WENT AND KISSED HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.

I'm running now, but i have no idea where to go. I can't tell Lily, and i can't go home either. I know that Ethan is running after me, i can hear him shouting my name, but i can't forgive him for what he's done. He kissed my Jay. What hurts more, is that she kissed him back.

I approach the bike shed and see that someone is in there already, so i sit on the outside. Ethan approaches, out of breath and looking worried. So he should,he's just made the biggest mistake of his life. Oh no wait, he killed her cousin didn't he. Dickhead.

Ethan: Grayson, i didn't know you were near us. You know that i wouldn't have kissed her if I'd known you were there

'But you did didn't you. You kissed her, knowing full well how much she means to me. We had a promise Ethan, and you broke it'

Ethan: You have a girlfriend bro! I don't see why you're like this if you already have a girl, at least i'm single'

'SO YOU'RE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF HER THEN? BECAUSE YOU'RE SINGLE?  Just when i thought you couldn't get any shallower. I would have cared less if you actually had feelings for her like i do!! And yes, i have a girlfriend, but it doesn't mean i don't like Jay! I'm waiting until she's more stable and i'm not going to hurt her before i tell her about how much i like her, rather than just smashing my lips against hers at any possible opportunity!'

Ethan: and in doing that you're going to hurt Lily instead?! That's sick dude, you're a sick person

'I'M SICK?! YOU'RE THE ONE THAT KISSED MY GIRL!!

Ethan: FOR THE LAST TIME, SHE'S NOT YOUR GIRL!

I don't even have the energy to reply to him anymore. He broke our promise, and now he has the guts to put it all on me. Jayla means the world to me, and she knows i would never do anything to hurt her. She's the best person in my life, and i've never been more scared of hurting someone as i am with her.

The faint sound of sobbing is coming from inside the bike shed, and i glance over at Ethan before getting up to see if the person is okay. Ethan must have heard too, as he follows me to the door. We stand in the doorway, both looking at the same person, both feeling the most hurt we have ever felt.

Jayla POV:

He actually likes me. I know that i shouldn't be listening in on their argument, but i'm past caring now.  Every word that they say hurts me more, to the point where i can't bare to hear anymore, but i force myself to.

I make out Grayson shouting 'you're the one that kissed my girl' but i'm not his girl. His girl is Lily. Hearing him call me 'his girl' breaks my heart, and before i know it i'm sobbing, my tears splashing against the concrete floor. Why am i getting upset by someone that doesn't like me, that has a girlfriend, but that still calls me his girl?

Their argument stops, and i hear shuffling. Shit, they've heard me. I look up, and standing in the door are Ethan and Grayson, shocked and damaged.

I've caused this pain, i've hurt them both. it's my fault.

Grayson's POV:

Jayla. It's my Jayla, and she's broken. This is all my fault.

Ethan's POV:

It's Jayla. I've caused her to be like this. I kissed her, and broke her. It's all my fault.

TWO UPDATES IN ONE DAYY!! Ahhh this chapter isn't great, but she needed to hear what Gray actually thinks of her. Thank you again for the support with this story!
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