{Extremely short chapter but i love you guys and maybe the next one will be longer???}
I woke up and looked at the clock that a laser displays above the bed; it read 3:29. I blinked and looked up at Luke. We were in the same position as last night besides the fact that he was gripping onto me like i was his life. But he has told me that a couple times before. I looked up back at him. His nose twitched and he squeezed his eyes shut. He squirmed at bit before whimpering.
"Braelynn," he whimpered and squeezed me tighter. He was having a nightmare.
"Braelynn, please. I love you and i miss you. Please come back." he whispered. Yes its defiantly a nightmare because he never, ever talks in his sleep. But even worse, its about me.
I wiggled out of his grip and sat on my knees, watching him for a couple seconds. I pursed my lips, unable to see him suffer any longer. "Luke, baby. I'm right here. Wake up please." i shook him a little then he opened his eyes. And once he did, tears fell out of his gorgeous brown eyes and onto the blanket. He scurried up quickly and engulfed me in a big bear hug. He kissed and even nipped at my neck just to make sure it was real.
"Brae, do you know that i love you. Very, very, very much and i never, ever want you to leave me." I nodded in his grip.
"What's wrong?"
"I had a nightmare."
"Good information." he chuckled at me.
"Do you want to tell me it?"
"No, but i probably should and get it off my chest." i nodded at him to continue.
"Remember when you asked your dad about what he would've done if you killed yourself?" Jesus, he had a dream about me committing.
He took a deep breath. "Well, i dreamt that we were married and i came home one day, and on our bed was a pill bottle that was open and empty and some pills led to the closet. I opened it up and you were there hanging. I dropped to my knees and burst into tears. I saw that your old scars were open like you and went over them again. At your feet was a note. I remember it clear as day. It said..."
"I don't want you to read the note. Continue." I'm making the poor boy explain what happen. He isn't reading me that note.
"I kept mumbling stuff. Saying that i missed you and that i love you and never want you to leave." he sniffled
"I know. I heard you."
"Shit. I slept talked? Sorry. Did i wake you." he looked at me deeply.
"Luke, that's the last thing you should be worried about right now. But, no you didn't wake me up, i woke up and then you started to talk."
"Oh," he looked down.
"Give me a hug. I won't leave you, i'm right here." i told him and wrapped my arms around his waist and cuddled into his chest. His arms wrapped around my neck, like he never wanted to let go. To be honest, i didn't either.
We stayed there until I looked up and saw that it was 3:40. We both needed sleep but since we are up at this ungodly hour of the morning, we are probably going to sleep in pretty long. I laid down again and snuggled into him. He kissed my neck, letting his lips linger there before plopping down next to me and holding me tightly to him. It was seconds later when sleep took over me again.
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The next time I opened my eyes it was nine o'clock. Luke was still snoring quietly in my ear. We never moved for our position we were in. Which was weird because I figured we would've. Maybe we were just that tired. I want to get up, brush my teeth, and eat something but Luke looks so peaceful and I don't want to wake him. I decide on quietly lifting his arm off of me so I can get up quickly and replace myself with a pillow but he just grips onto me tighter and rolls me back into his side. I groan and huff loudly. This boy.
