figured out

Josh pov

Me and my fiance liv were at corys talking to them about the wedding .out of the corner of my eye I see Shawn walks through  the door then I turn my attention back to Cory next thing I hear is someone saying "what " we all look over to see maya what is she doing here riley walks over to her and starts talking next thing I know there heading to rileys room
J:babe I gotta use the restroom be right back
L:ok
Instead of going to the bathroom is walk to rileys door and listen
R:Josh getting married
M:what but..he promised
R:I know
Next thing I know I hear crying I decided to head back to my lovely fiance is walk back to the living room and wrap my arms around her
L:well it's been wonderful talking to you all but I'm tired babe you ready
J:yeah sure
C:well have a good night
L:you to
We walked out and was walking home when she asked me something
L:Josh who was that girl
J: oh that was maya she riley best friend
L:no farkle her best friend I thought
J:actually maya was but she went off to college
L:you know this how
J:maya my ex girlfriend
L: oh
J:it's been over for four years
L:she looked shocked when she saw me
J:well I made her a promise that I'd wait but broke it cause I couldn't I loved her but I had to move on i just hope she understands why I did
L:yeah me to were you her first love
J:yeah I was she was mine to but liv I love you and I'm not backing out of this wedding just because of this
L:do u still love her
J:yes but I marring you I love you
L:I love you it's OK to still love your first love can I ask you this last thing
J:yeah
L:how did it end
J:she broke up with me cause she didn't think it was fair for either of us to do long distance when she went off to college
L: oh that's fair
We arrived at home and got ready for bed
All I kept thinking about was maya