I don't want to talk
About the things we've gone throughWhy must it always end like this. I thought this would work out. I'd stay with (Y/N). He wouldn't take her from me, why is it everything I love leave? Why not him?
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to playI know I shouldn't have done what I did, but I was vulnerable, and Pansy took advantage. I didn't mean for her to catch us in the act. But I thought it would turn out like every other fight... both of us running back. Not her running to Potter.
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made senseShe was the only to ever see through everything I did, the only one to stop me from doing all the crap I pulled. Thinking of her not here, lying with me... where she belongs, it hurts and I ruined it all. Why am I so stupid to lose the one thing that made me happy? I pulled the ring out my pocket and looked at it, it was for (Y/N)... after this year was over.
She made me happy, and I thought I made her happy. Now what am I stuck with to show about it! A ring and my self pity....
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fallI guess I had to lose to Potter someway right? But why did it have to be here? My happiness. Not his, maybe he treats her better, I thought I gave her what she needed, what she wanted.
But tell me does he kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When he calls your name?Can he love her as much as I did... do. Or does he love her more and she gets the same spark from him... but better. It's stupid of me to be beating myself up like this. I'm a Malfoy, I could have any girl I want... right? Apparently not. I tried telling her it wasn't my fault, that it was Pansy. But she wouldn't have any of it. Told me it was the last time it would ever happen.
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it allBut I guess someone has to lose. Whither it's losing something unwanted or something you loved. There's always a price you have to pay for screwing up, even if it's important. And this time I draw the short end of the deal. She was the truly the one thing I felt I had for once.
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidenceI've brought it on myself and I can't fix it this time. No matter what I do. Which makes you think, no matter your status... how much power do you really have if you can't keep what you love. I need to get over it and take my consequence.
So the winner takes it all
And the the loser has to fall
Throw a dice, cold as ice
Way down here, someone dear
Takes it all, has to fall
It seems plain to mePotter won and I lost plain to see really. Just hard to understand, when it's something you want. I guess I really don't get to make my own choices. Now I'll be in an arranged marriage where everything is planned and I can't hurt or mess up anything or anyone...
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Harry Potter Series One Shots(x-reader)
Fanfictionok, wow. well this book is a hot mess but i'm working on it. it's different scenarios with the Harry Potter series characters and sometimes some of the actors. enjoy! 💛