You may already have noticed
When you are around me
I get shy, I stop working
I kinda laugh 'cause of nerves
But the truth is
I want to see you laughing and happy instead of me
But knowing I can't do that for you sucks
Just because you don't feel what I do.
It doesn't matter how you say it
it'll hurt, I'll suffer
But I'd rather suffer myself
Than live a lie and make us both suffer instead
So maybe forgetting everything and moving on
is the right choice.
I should also admit
That I'm guilty,
Guilty of falling in love with you,
Guilty of dreaming you
Guilty of thinking about you all day
Guilty of jealousing you
And it still doesn't matter
If your answer is a "No".
I won't keep on fighting
I won't keep on trying
I realised it's pointless, a waste of time
So, at the end
One last "I love you" is what's left on me
And I'd tell it to you
But you wouldn't care
So I'd rather keep it for someone else
Someone that will probably value it more
And I don't care if it takes a million years
Or just a couple of days to find her,
When I do,
whatever it lasts, however it is
As long as we love eachother and are happy,
I will know it was worth waiting.
