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i was so in love with this guy
this older guy
i couldn't get him out of my head
i remember when we met
he was quiet like me
but had the most prettiest yet saddest eyes you've ever seen
he seemed so cool
his true colors came out
he was more then cool back then
he'd often smile and laugh and I'd remember how I'd smile back and how I'd want to see it everyday
his voice soft yet deep was like heaven to my ears
it was like some of the things he said to me made me feel i couldn't breathe and how it would be stuck on my mind the whole day and how I'd remember how he said it so clearly
i always wonder if he thought I was pretty
if I were someone who could be good for him
of course i knew i wouldn't be
but the thought of him holding me and kissing me and touching my face with his soft hands and looking at his beautiful brown eyes
almost made me feel homesick
since he was gone
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