I've been waiting for you
To say, say what I always
Knew you would say:
"I don't love you like
I once did."
Your heart is ice cold,
You loved me yesterday,
But you just can't love
Me forever, and I'm fine
With that because I've
Gone and gotten myself
Into a huge mess.
I've fallen in love
With someone I don't even know,
And I wish they would just leave
Because I know it's going
To happen sooner or later.
"I can't love you tomorrow,"
Your love was brought down
By an ending high; you see,
My love was never enough
For you because I CAN'T
Love you, not when I don't.
I'm in love with him,
Someone I don't even know,
And I'm sorry if you wanted me
To be the one for you because
You changed, forever.
I addressed it once
And you did nothing to change it,
But, I don't know, maybe
I never loved you from the start
Because I met him and
Something inside of me
Set off like a spark.
The chances he'll love me
Are slim to none, but I keep holding on
To this inkling of hope when
I'm too little and far too late.
I wish he would notice me,
But it's best if I keep my distance
Because who would ever want to be
A part of my dysfunctional life?
I'm a stranger, something to be forgotten
As time moves on.
I am not something to be dwelled upon,
I am an insignificance,
I am incomplete and momentary.
And although I find myself unworthy,
If you deem me worthy,
I hope you dream of me because
Then, maybe, I'll mean something
To someone, someone I love.
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Oceans Between Us
PoesieA collection of poems about distance, depression, and other emotions that are not listed. Some may have suicide references, so you are warned beforehand that they can get graphic, but thank you for reading these! :)
