You were my everything

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by hotCHICKiss

by hotCHICKiss

Natsu's POV

I couldn't get her out of my mind. Every time I saw her with Gray I just couldn't handle my anger towards him. I have Lisanna now so what am I sulking and getting angry for?

'I need you and

I miss you and

I want you and

I love you 'cause

I wanna hold you,

I wanna kiss you

You were my everything

And I really miss you'

That song was stuck in my mind and it was so related to what I am feeling right now. Why did I lie to her like that, that I didn't understand? What I understand is that I can't let her go. God this is giving me a headache.

'Why did I do those things to her when I knew I was hurting her behind her back yet I still lied and dated Lisanna. Even Lisanna thought it was wrong but I couldn't help but want Lisanna. Is Lisanna the one or Lucy?' I thought.

I keep thinking about the events that happened before we broke up. My cheeks felt wet and I realized that I was crying.

'Fuck, I miss you, Lucy.'

'I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand

The thought of that just shatters my heart

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart'

It does kill me seeing them together, it hurts too much that it makes me go to Lisanna for comfort. She was always there but why don't I feel the way I do to Lucy with Lisanna? What do I do now?

Short Chapter guys but I am writing three chapters at once with different POV's

~Crystal