Bella's POV
I was listening to the song Baby, Don't Cut by B Mike in Andy's bunk while crying. He didn't even give me a chance to explain. This song was supposed to be helping me. But apparently it's not. I turned off my phone, took out my earphones, and walked out the bunk room into the bathroom. I closed the door and locked it. I opened the cabinet and it had something in it of which I already put away earlier today. My razor.
I took it in one hand and went back to the bunk room and lied in Andy's bed. I was just staring at the razor blade, wondering if I should do it. I took off the little cap of it, still staring at it. Should I? If Andy didn't wanna hear me or even see me, then what's the point of living if I'm not sure if my boyfriend hates me now?
I put it up to my wrist. I was just about to make Slice 1, until I heard him. "Bella!" He shouted. I hid the blade and turned around to face him. "Bella....give me the blade."
Andy's POV
After I left Bella crying in the bunk room I just went outside the bus where we were still parked at the gas station. I took out a cigarette and lit it. My gosh, I have a headache. I took a whiff. I feel much better. I finished the cigarette and hopped back onto the bus, entering the kitchen where Ashley was. Jinxx entered the kitchen. "Andy, what happened with you and Bella? And Ashley, what happened with you and DJ?" He asked. "She yelled that I was a fucking bitch and that I was just nothing but a whore." Ashley replied. "And Bella encouraged her to say that, so I got mad at her." I finished. "Guys, did you bother listening to them explain?" Jinxx asked. "No." Ash and I said at the same time. "Why would I listen to her after what she said about me?" Ash continued. Jinxx looked disappointed.
"Ashley Purdy, DJ was not talking about you!" He yelled. "How can you prove it?" Ash asked. "I talked to her. She was crying in the bathroom and she told me what really happened." Jinxx said. "Then what happened?" I jumped in. "Well apparently, someone called Bella and it was this girl named Ashleigh that used to make fun of Bella and DJ in high school. When they hung up they started talking bad about her and that's probably when you heard her say all that stuff when it wasn't about you." Jinxx explained. Oh shit! Ashley looked guilty, and I bet I did too. What have I done? Dammit, I should have just listened to Bella. I'm such a dumbass, man! I need to apologize to her! "Oh god. I'm gonna go talk to her!" I said, running to the bunk room.
I quietly went inside and noticed Bella in my bed facing the opposite direction of me. With a blade against her wrist. "Bella!" I yelled before she could do anything further. She turned around, and I saw her tear-stained face. She hid the razor. "Bella...give me the blade." I said, walking closer to her and holding out my hand. She didn't give it to me. She just hid under the blankets and put her head under the pillow. "Bella. Give. Me. It." I ordered. She didn't budge. I ripped the blankets off of her until she started yelling and trying to kick me away. "Go away!" She kept yelling. I managed to grab the blade from her hand.
I put the cap on it and put it in my front pocket. She cried out loud, not looking at me. I don't blame her. I was an asshole. I sat next to her and lifted her holding her. She cried into my chest. "I'm so sorry." I apologized. "Jinxx told Ashley and I what really happened. I feel like such an asshole and I know you probably think I am. I'm so sorry though. I love you." I explained. She calmed down, and breathed heavily not lifting her head from my chest.
"Bella. Please don't hurt yourself." I told her indicating that I was telling her to never cut. "I'm sorry." She said and lifted her head. I wiped away her tears with my thumbs. "Please promise me you won't harm yourself." I begged, feeling tears come up to me too. She looked up, unsure. "Promise me." I repeated. She nodded. "I promise." she said. I kissed her lips. "I love you." I said. "I love you too." She replied.
Ashley's POV
I was looking all around for DJ. I couldn't find her anywhere. I ran into the bunk room where Andy and Bella were. "Guys! I can't find DJ!" He yelled. "What!?" Bella yelled. "I can't fucking find her! Where are CC and Jake!!!??? We ALL need to find her!" I yelled.
"The gas station bathroom!" Andy quickly yelled, getting up from his bunk. I ran out of the bus to see CC and Jake coming back. "Guys! Get your asses on this bus! DJ's missing!" I shouted. "What!?" They yelled in unison. "Just get on here!" I demanded. Just then. Bella came up to me with her phone in her hand. "She walked to the airport. She's going back to New York." She told me.
Bella's POV
DJ sent me a text. I read it and couldn't believe what she was doing.
DJ: Bella, I'm going back to New York. I can't stay on tour anymore. Not after Ashley broke up with me. Not to mention he wouldn't even give me a chance to explain. I hope you and Andy make up since you two didn't really break up. When the tour is over I hope you can come back to New York. I walked to the nearest airport and I'm buying a ticket to Manhattan, NY soon. Tell Ash that I still love him and I'm sorry for what he heard and that it really wasn't about him. I'll see you when the tour is over. Bye. I'll miss you.
I showed the text to Ashley, and he told the driver to drive to the nearest airport, where DJ hopefully was at. I texted DJ that Ashley knows what happened now and that he was sorry and was coming back for her. My phone shows she didn't see the text.
It took about 30 minutes to get the nearest airport and Ashley jumped out the bus and we had to wait in the bus for him and DJ to get back in the car, make up, then make out, it's the same routine. Andy came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "I still feel like a jerk for not letting you explain." He said. I faced him with my arms crossed. "And you were....but you're my jerk." I smirked, kissing him afterwards and sitting down and waiting for Ashley to arrive with DJ.
DJ's POV
I was at the airport already. I'm gonna miss everybody. Especially Bella, Andy, and Ashley. I was gonna buy my ticket later. I was walking towards a small shop where they sold breakfast. It's 10:00am, so why not get some coffee. I was making my way there with my luggage, when I felt someone pick me up and spin me around. I was struggling. RAPIST!!!!!
The person put me down and just hugged me tightly. I finally realized it was Ashley. "DJ, don't go back to New York! I'm so sorry I should have listened to you explain yourself! I want you back, please forgive me! Just don't leave me! You're my love!" He yelled. I hugged him back. "I'm sorry I was about to leave you, Ashley!" We pulled away and kissed for a long time. And I'm not kidding. A loooonng time. We pulled away and held hands as I grabbed my luggage and walked with Ashley back out the airport and to the tour bus where I could once again be with my true family.

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Rebel Love Song: A BVB Love Story
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