Raising Kiva

Wounded

This chapter should be longer...enjoy!!!

~Ky😘

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Three weeks passed and I hadn't heard from Trae. I yearned to be in his arms at night, and Kiva missed him too. She'd wake up and race into the guest room, only to be disappointed that he wasn't there. I could tell it broke her little heart a bit more, day by day. Yet here she was, still optimistic that her daddy would come back. Part of me hoped he would too. I missed how his curly hair would feel under my fingers. I missed how his arms held me, out of comfort, and out of passion. I yearned for his lips that connected with mine in a sweet kiss. I miss how he'd look when I would be up before him, cooking breakfast in one of his stolen t-shirts, and how he'd wrestle me for the TV remote. I missed it all and now that I-

"Mommy why are you cwying? (Crying)" I heard Kiva ask. I looked at her and she had her eyebrows furrowed with a slight pout.

"N-no reason baby. Mommy just...misses daddy, that's all." I replied then picked her up and took her to the car. It was the anniversary of my parent's death and we were going to go visit their resting place. I grew more and more saddened as we pulled into the cemetery, and saw the small baby gravestones.

I got out and helped Kiva out of the car. She held my hand as we walked to the big headstone that had two names on it.

Camilla Dean and Terrance Dean. My parents. Kiva out down her flowers for them and so did I. It had been right before I had Kiva. They went to a dinner party, and I promised to house sit. I got a call about an hour later saying that they had been in an accident. I rushed to the hospital and my mom had already passed on. I looked at my dad. The one who always understood me. The one who held me when I cried, and made sure that I never went without. I was a daddy's girl, so this tore me apart. I hugged him and whispered an 'I love you' before all I heard was the life monitor making a nonstop noise. It had gone flat and when I pulled away, I noticed that he was gone. He died in my arms. Then a few months later, out came Kiva. I knelt down and Kiva did too.

"Mommy, can we go see gwandma (grandma) and gwandpa (grandpa)?" She asked. I shook my head sadly.

"They're under here baby girl." I told her, patting the grave stone. Her mind didn't understand the concept of death, and graves. She simply thought they had gone on vacation somewhere. I heard a car pull up being me and saw Aaliyah, Caine, Meka, And Jericka. The were all in black with flowers. I smiled softly at them and they returned it.

We all put the flowers down, said a prayer, then departed. We all went to Meka's apartment. After entering the living room, we all sat down and Kiva crawled onto my lap.

"Have you heard from Trae?" Aaliyah asked. Kiva seemed to perk up at the name and she looked around.

"Daddy?" She asked. I shook my head and looked away from everyone. No one knew of our encounter from a few weeks ago. Just me, him, and the bed we were in. My heart ached while my body longed for him. I wished that I could finally be happy. I wished that Kiva could finally have her daddy.

"Macy, me and Rick gonna go check up on the kids." Caine said motioning to Jericka. I nodded and Kiva got up.

"Mommy can I go wif (with) them?" She asked, looking hopeful. I wanted to hold her more and have her as my teddy bear, but her sad little face was a weakness of mine. I nodded and she squealed the raced out of the door with Caine and Jericka.

Once they were gone I looked at Aaliyah and Meka who were already staring at me.

"Spill..." They said.

"Spill what?" I asked.

"You know...what you and Trae did that night." Meka clarified.

I went into detail and described everything. I went from him being soaked in rain to him being between my legs with his tongue massaging my clit. By the time I was done, they looked like they had experienced that just then as I explained it

"Oh my gawd!!!!" Aaliyah said, sounding breathless. Meka simply sat there with a distant smile as if remembering something.

The rest if the evening was filled with us joking, giggling, talking to Aaliyah's belly, and eating. Once I felt that it was time to head home, I got up, said my goodbyes, then left. I knew Kiva would be with Aaliyah tonight so I took my time showering and shaving. Once I was done I went to my living room and watched TV. Currently, Lizzie Borden had an Axe, and she was killing her parents. I looked at my phone and hoped that Trae would come by and want to just hang out.

'Get over him!' My mind yelled at me.

I wanted to say something against it, but I knew that my mind was right. Signing, I continued to watch TV until I felt my eyelids drooping. Before I knew it, I was off to a Trae filled dream land.

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BANG BANG BANG!!!!

I woke up to loud banging at my door. Grumbling about the hour that it was at night, I went and opened the door. A piercing pain shot through my side, then my other side, and before I new it, the pain doubled. The person ran and I looked down to see that I had been shot with a hollow tip to twice. I crawled over to the coffee table and dialed 911. By the time they answered, all I could get out was

"Help."

I then welcomed darkness.....

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