Tbh idek what's happening anymore. Malak told me he loves me and he wants us to be together, but I mean I have Fade. He's an amazing guy and I love him too. He's so loyal and honest and I really should tell him but I'm so torn between the two. I don't want to hurt anyone but the truth will have to come sooner or later.
Right now my baby Fade was over my house. We were chilling in my room watching tv together. And man I had to pee so bad, but I didn't wanna leave his arms. I loved laying with him watching tv.
Me: I gotta pee
Fade: well go pee then
Me: but it's not that simple
Fade: bae you tripping. Walk to the bathroom and pee
Me: but I don't wanna leave your arms
Fade: awwww shut up. Now go pee😊💀
I got up and put my phone on the charger after checking my constantly buzzing phone. Malak was texting me....
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I went to bathroom but took my time tho tbh. I wasn't in a rush to get back to his arms anymore cuz he was all mine😍💞😂. I walked out of the bathroom.
Fade: babe what the fuck is this shit!
(He was holding my phone. And immediately my heart dropped I had a feeling I already knew what he was looking at)
Fade: are you gonna speak. What the fuck is this. Why is this nigga talking to you like this. And what's "y'all lil secret"
Me: look baby calm down for a second please.
Fade: calm down wym. You have a secret you been keeping from me yet I'm a hundred with you all the time. And what this dude mean he want y'all to happen. Why he calling you ma tf.
Me: look, remember when we were watching movies with Malak the other night.
Fade:yea
Me: well when u went to the bathroom he confessed his love for me and I promised to keep it a secret but I knew I would hafta tell you eventually. It would be wrong if I didn't. But please promise not to hurt him unless u have to.
Fade: I promise. But......... do you love him?
Me: Yes...... as a friend but I won't deny that I might have feelings for him or like him. But remember I love you.
Fade: I love you too but what are you even gonna do?
