Do you ever wonder 'is this really happening right now?' because that is all that is ever on my mind, it has started to affect my way of life, originally it would only show up when I was alone for a period time or in the middle of the night but now I will doubt my existence mid sentence while I'm talking to my friend and I will go silent. I honestly thought this was just a phase all teenagers go through and I would get over it, now it has been 4 years and it has gotten so much worse. You see I have issues at home, and lately I have been relapsing due to memories from last year and that is one of the reasons I doubt my existence. I probably sound stupid as fuck right and look stupid as fuck right now cause I'm hiding under a blanket at 3 in the morning writing this and sweating my ass off so I'm gonna go.
Sincerely,
A teenage wreck
