Scares on me and the Alpha

Me

"I can't believe your making us move again!!" I yelled as I slammed my door.

Ever since my mom died and my dad found out about me we always moved every time someone found out. Let me explain some my name's Kara, i'm 15. I have red hair and bright green eyes that are so bright they look like there glowing weird right? When my mom died I was depressed. I started well umm self harming. I was always made fun of and when she passed I couldn't deal with it. My dad has never been very kind. He acts like it but he's not.

When he found out that I cut from a friend of his he made us move. He was embarrassed by me. I could care less honestly.

No one at any school I've been to has liked me. I can really be a bitch now. I don't let people walk all over me like I used to. I kind of look shy and am shy but as soon as you say something i'll blow.

I was packing my stuff because I know there was no point in trying to talk him out of it. Every other time failed. I really didn't care anymore. He never listen to me. He didn't care.

I really didn't have much to pack. We just moved not even a month ago. I went down stair and put my stuff in the car and went back in the house to help finish loading the other stuff in the house.

My dad said we were giving to leave in the morning. So I went up stairs to take a shower. As I waited for the water to warm up I sat and thought. I realized it has been a year  tomorrow since my mom died. Even now a year later I still can't believe she's gone. They'll never see her again and I can't even visit her grave.

I broke down I went to shower and grab my razor. I cried as I cut into my legs and wrist.

I finished washing up and put on the clothes I had on earlier since my clothes were all packed up in the car. I wrapped up my legs since that's where the worst of it was and went to bed.

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Sorry it's sort. It well get better I promise!!! sorry if it's bad this is my first book. Tell my how I did thanks!!