Destiny has had a rough past. From not knowing her parents, living with a foster family from hell and from not knowing her true self. She branded herself as a bad girl for smoking occasionally and not really caring what others think about anyone. Bu...
It was the day of my date with Nate. I was nervous like sweating out my ass nervous. I've been on dates before and never been nervous, now that I am makes me more worried.
The help from my brothers and Zoe didn't help me at all. Zoe kept telling me what to do and what not to do. My brothers kept saying if he gets handsy do the arm move they showed. I was honestly getting pissed off.
"I'm just going to cancel the whole date, I can't do this." I said walking upstairs to my room and locked the door. I paced back and forth, my brothers and Zoe were just making me feel more worried. "Destiny open the door, we have to get your outfit ready." Zoe yelled from the other side of the door. "Zo just give me a minute okay." I yelled, I heard her walk from my room. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding.
I was freaking out and I couldn't calm down. I was going over every bad thing that could happen. I could be stood up, he could take me out and never talk to me again, there were so many things and it was making it worse. "Destiny, Raphael and I are coming in okay?" Javier said, I knew they knew how to pick locks so I didn't even bother trying to stop them. "What's wrong?" Raphael asked me, I didn't look at them just staring at my feet. "Is it your blood sugar? Is it your anxiety?" Raphael asked me, sitting in front of me checking to see if I was alright. His amber eyes filled with worry looking at me. "If it's because of us earlier, we're sorry. We all want to make sure you're happy." He said, sitting beside me rubbing my shoulder in comfort. I didn't want comfort I wanted to just scream. My brothers walk on eggshells around me and Zoe is always making sure I'm happy.
I'm allowed to feel other emotions beside happy. I know I don't show what I'm feeling it takes a lot for me to express myself to others. I'm use to just hiding how I feel either behind a smile or a blank face. "I'm alright, just tired. Can you guys though, I have to get ready." I asked them, getting up and walking to my closet. I heard Raphael sigh before leaving. "Destiny, you know better than any of us that holding your emotions inside is bad. You have to let them out, or you're going to self-destruct." Javier said, kissing my forehead before leaving. When did he become the sensible one, I know holding in my emotions are bad. I can't help it, that's just the way I am.
After calming myself down, I was able to find an outfit that fit my personality. I looked at my phone it was exactly 7, I heard a knock at the door. I heard my brothers run to the door. I rolled my eyes, looking in my mirror making sure everything was on point. I looked amazing if I do say so myself. My butt on popping but it was discrete so it wasn't hoeish. My hair, makeup and nails were perfect, I took a picture for the gram.
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I walked downstairs, I overheard my brothers telling Nate if his hands were lower than my waist he will end up in a ditch. They probably looked scary with their light eyes and dark hair, but I knew they liked him. If they didn't this date would be non-existent. "Take y'all werewolf looking asses upstairs now. Hey Nate." I said walking into the living room. "Watch it, pup. I'll end you" Javier said, playfully growling at me. "Hey Destiny, you looked beautiful and this is for you." He said handing me bouquet of different chocolate candies. I smiled, it was different and I like it. "Points for creativity and points for knowing she likes chocolate. Destiny do you have your insulin and stuff?" Raphael asked, taking the bouquet. "Yes I do mother hen, and don't eat my stuff. I know where you sleep." I told him, I was serious if one was missing it was going to be hell. "Yeah, whatever. I want her back at 12 no later go it." He said, I rolled my eyes. He couldn't lock me out I would either A) Climb through the window or B) Go to Nate's house let's hope for option B. "I'll make sure she's back." Nate said grabbing my hand and walking towards the door.
