Feeling traped

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Lucy Pov

We got out of the train going to our destination the twins where sitting in both sides of my shoulders , and I was thinking of Fairy Tail when I joined , I was happy , excited, the warm family love and accepted but now I feel heart broken , hate , pain and stabed in the back . I was lost in my thoughts until I felt some one grab my right hand .

Sting: Let's go to the guild. He gives me a familiar smile....

Me: Why am I thinking of this now? Sigh

Time skip

We got to Sabertooth quickly and it was nice , calm and quiet . Very diffrent from Fai... What ever tch!

Sting: Yo minna! We have a new member.

Guild: Really?!

Sting:Yeah her name is L-Nightmare! hehe 😅

I took my cloak off and said

Me: Hello minna I'm Nightmare nice to meet you all.

Random guy: Is that really your name?

Me: No , and I will not tell my name until I feel you are all to trust worthy.

Later I got my Sabertooth simbol in my right thigh in color black ,Yang got her simbol in her back color white , same as Ying but in white . Oh and I'm staying in Sting and Rogue's place until I find a place to live

Sting: This will be your room for now if you need anything don't doubt to call me

  And he left leaving me alone Ying and Yang are in the living room talking with Frosh and Lector I decided to take a nap and I lay in my bed

Dream

I was running , crying , my legs was sore it feels like I was running for hours , I was running away.But from what? And I looked at the scene and I saw a forest , but it started to fade away leaving me in the darkness. I stoped and I notice I was wearing a white dress that goes to my knees and I wasn't wearing any shoes.

I looked back and my eyes went wide I saw something that I didn't want to see again...

I saw Fairy Tail running to me , I saw so many angry faces , they were shooting magic at me . I started to run again faster but this time I was running in the darkness .WHY?! Why this happend to me?!

I was captured
They were throwing magic at me
I was screaming
'Stop please I didn't do anything'
And the were shouting
'LIAR'
I'm telling the truth
'I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND LU-CHAN'
I am
'I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU CHILD'
You can
'I THOUGH WE WERE NAKAMAS LUCE'
Yes we are , why don't you guys believe me!?
I tried to say thoses words but nothing came out of my mouth.

I was shaking
Crying
Scared
Damaged
Bleeding

End of dream

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Me: Gasp W-why me? Why do I have to suffer like this? Why do I have to live with this pain?

I jumped out of the window walking down the cold dark street . I keep walking until I stoped at an flower field it was very pretty and very fragile.

I started to sing to let my pain go away

How can I say this without breaking

How can I say this without taking over

How can I put it down into words

When it's almost too much for my soul alone

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

I don't want them to know the secrets

I don't want them to know the way I loved you

I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell

Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries

Come wrestle me free

Clean from the war

Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can't escape
I turn it over, I turn it over

I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell

But I didn't know that some one was watching me

Rogue POV (Didn't expect that , huh?)

I finished taking a shower  , I was heading to my to room and I heard a window getting open and it came from Nightmare's room when I open the door , yeah I know I have to knock the door but I'm not worry about that.

When I open the door  I saw her jumping off the window , before she jumped I saw a glimce of her face I saw that something was bugging her I followed her . Hey I know what are you thinking , and I'm not a stalker .

I followed her she looked so dull , sad and hurt. She later stoped at the flower field , she looked at the flowers then I heard her sing , she sing very beautiful!

The song was very sad she was thinking of Fairy Tail . I hate watching her like this , I want her to smile , to laugh even to giggle , but she can't thanks that stupid guild that they say that nakama are family and they broked her wings and now she turned in to a saber hungry for revenge .

I am so mad at Fairy Tail especially with Natsu Dragneel , saying his name makes me want to puke. I promised her that I will help her getting her revenge and I will see her  smile again I have to train harder for the Grand Magic Games.
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1001 words
Hey guys! Sorry for updating late but I was very busy at highschool I was taking the finals and I don't how the heck I pass all the tests 😂

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