heavans full and hell won't have me ( you me at six and bring me the horizon)

All Your Fault

So  I had published the chapters but I guess it messed up, I really didn't know they hadn't so I'm posting them just now. I even edited this one to make it longer ahaha, clearly I love you guys!

Jennifer xx

Wish That I was younger,

Wish that I was smart enough,

To keep my composure,

To keep my head straight,

Oh you can be my headache,

And I will Make your name famous,

You say.

I couldn't believe that I had just Oliver Sykes, one of the most handsomest people that I wished that I was gay! Sometimes I wish I didn't speak, seriously what was I thinking, oh wait I wasn't. Way to go Josh!

' Why do you think you are? You might just be bisexual' Oli said trying to not be too loud because I don't know my feelings anymore.

' I don't know I think I might be bi, because I loved Sammi but there are a few boys that I have saw and thought that I could have feelings for them' I answered him trying to not make it awkward, but how could I not. I barely know Oli and I am admitting to him that I might be gay when I haven't even spoke to my own band mates about it.

' oh, anyone I know?' Oli asked me giggling, see he can be mature and immature at the same time, I loved that about him. Did I really just say that I love stuff about Oli? Well at least this time it wasn't out loud!

' Well yeah you do know him, but I'm not telling who!' I said laughing at him because I knew he would end up asking me. And I said it because that was how I told him it was him without telling him, do you understand? no? Okay.

The rest of the night we just talked and then left the restaurant, Bring Me were coming back to our hotel for a bit for a few drinks and stuff. We split up to get taxis back to the hotel, so it was Oli, the Matt's and me, then in the other taxi was Max, Chris, Dan, Lee and Jordan. Our taxi arrived at the hotel first and waited for the others because Dan had our key and Chris had the others key. Once they met up with us we made our way into the hotel, the same receptionist was there and as we walked in she looked up and saw our big group, then looked at us confused. We didn't say anything because I think it was only Lee, Max and me that noticed.

We all got into the elevator and I pressed 8, then we all started talking and Matt K and Matt B were saying how funny it would be if we started jumping so the lift broke. We started laughing at them but they knew not to because we would probably end up all going mental.

We ended up silent after that waiting for the lift to get to floor 8, the silence became awkward and everyone was just looking at the floor. Then I heard this noise, everyone had obviously heard it as they were now all alert, I looked at Max and he started blushing. Yeas, Max had just let one rip while we were all piled into one elevator, by now Matt K, Matt N, Lee, Oli, Dan, Matt B and Jordan were in hysterics at this, I looked at Chris and he was looking at Max disgust wiped over his face, then he started cracking up.

We arrived at the eighth floor just as the elevator started to smell. " That was lucky" Oli chuckled leading us to the hotel room. Dan slipped the key and opened the door, we all entered walking in pairs and each having our own little conversations, of course I was talking to Oli about pointless shit because around him I just feel nervous that I'll slip up and say something that wasn't meant to come out.

We were all in the room and talking about what we should order for drinks. " why don't we get a couple of cans of beer and some shots each?" Chris suggested.