Lonely // Lucaya

Chapter one

Therapy number 60
60 days after the accident.
Maya

"Tell me Maya, how do you feel today? Some relapse?" Jeremy my psychiatrist asked. He always ask the same question every fucking day here, in this hell.

"i'm okay" i lied, as usual. He didn't believe. I sighed "Look Mr.Forbes, i'm okay, really, i don't want to kill myself anymore and the pills control my nightmares. Mr.Forbes, my mother and shawn died-"She shivered, discreetly"and i'm okay with that. So, please, i want to see my friends, go to school, like a normal girl, okay? If you want, put somebody with me, but let me go." she sighed, looking at him.

Jeremy looked at her, thinking, and after a while he said: "okay,
you leave here tomorrow. But are you going to have to come here once or twice per week, deal?"

"Deal." she got up and went back to her 'room'.

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Tomorrow, August 1, 2016.
Maya's house; storyteller.

Maya entered in her house with two little suitcases in your hands, stuffs that she leaved at her 'psychiatrist house' or a house for the lunatics, if you want to call them like that. She didn't care she knew she was crazy, but would you do differently? Would you act normal, after the only remaining people in your family were taken from you? And the worst of it was that she couldn't longer explain her pain. She only knew she felt empty, an inexplicable pain in her chest that didn't end and the worst of it was the voices, the voices that screamed in her head and made her want to kill herself, voices that made her feel like crap.
And the worst of it was that she knew her demons weren't gone, no, they were still waiting for the wrong moment to appear. And she knew she wouldn't control them this time, she was weak, they left her like this.
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Maya sat on her bed, throwing her suitcases in a corner and taking a deep breath as she looked at her room, her didn't look the same, in fact, nothing here seemed the same. And she knew why.
she received a message from the same person who sent her a message every day: her best friend, Riley.
She ignored the message and sighed, not that she didn't want to respond riley, she just was not ready for her questions.
"i miss you two" She said as she stared at her picture with Shawn and her mother."i miss you two, very much" she said again, while tears fell heavily from her eyes and she cowered in bed, her hands hugging her knees.
Maya stayed like this for the rest of the night, without sleeping or doing anything, she simply stayed there, crying, until the sun began to beat in her room and she remembered that she had to get up, take her pilular and go to school.

(A/n)
well, this's a little confused, i know.
But the next chapters will be better, I promise. Btw, i hope you like this story and tell me what you think about this chapter, please.