Hi hello, I am a trembling mess, I wish to cut myself, i seems as if this is the only solution, My english class has become more and more overwhelming. I'm trying to keep myself together because i do not wish my parents to think i am back where i was two years ago. i feel as if i broke every las string in me and i am only surviving off of music and my best friend. I dont feel any real emotion anymore. I dont find anything as funny as i did before. I'm slowly losing myself. I have a feeling i am going to hurt myself tonight. I meed the release i need the pain
I know that i'm going to upset everyone and everything if i do as i want to. My mother cares about me. Well, At least as far as i know. I get extremely annoying and honestly just very...Over the top. I was told that writing what i feel down in a journal would be best for myself, and this isnt helping. It's making me want to cut more. I hate thinking about my problems they scare me, People keep telling me, this happens in thr real world, But honestly the real world seems so much better than sitting in a 50 minute class period talking about something depressing, Like death, And having that one person.. Crowley..Burst out, Laugh and yell homophobic slurs at me and my friend Charlie. Well this is entry one. Talk to you soon. -CN
I shut the book and sigh, Just one more day and its time for the weekend, C'mon castiel you can get through it
// A/N Hi hello My name is Cierra; I'm kinda shit at stories so heres just a brief introduction of castiel, I hope you liked it; I just brought my thoughts on paper!//
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// Fallen//
FanfictionCas Is just a simple person, Though he may fight his demons, He runs into someone that could change his perspective //I suck at descriptions, i really hope you like it //
