Cas P.O.V
Hi Hello, It's been a while since i've felt this low. I feel as if the walls are finally closing in on me. I can tell that i'm falling apart and i honestly am accepting that i will not do anything about it. I'm hurting. I'm crying. This has gotten all too much. I'm surprised that i have made it this far. I have been dealing a lot at home, I havent talked about it. I feel no need to mention it. Theres no way that i'm allowing myself to fall as deep with dean. I hurt myself today. I wanted to see what release i could get for myself. I know that this will be something i regret in the morning. But for right now, there is blood spilling on these pages, There are tears spilling from my eyes, and theres nothing but numbness going through my bones. Dean, If he sees what i have done...He'll never see me the same. I know that i will lose him, And charlie. I always lose the people closer to me. This helped me a little. Thank you. Kind regards, Castiel.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. I feel the warm liquid coming off of my wrist, Finally, A release.
//Hi hello This was just a quick filler. I feel that if i get enough chapters out i'll get more people's views and peak interests.//
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// Fallen//
FanfictionCas Is just a simple person, Though he may fight his demons, He runs into someone that could change his perspective //I suck at descriptions, i really hope you like it //
