Debby's POV
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When I go back to Stacy's room I see Sammy and Stacy there laughing and being goofy. They both look at me with smiling faces and then their smiles fall when they see my expression.
I fall on her bed and I start to cry. They both run up to me and start rubbing my back.
"You want me to go beat him up?" Stacy asks in comfortable tone
"No" I mumble in the pillow crying.
"What happened Sis?" Sammy asks sweetly
I sit up, I don't want her to think that it was her fault that I'm crying since she made me kiss John.
"Nothing, sis. Your sister is just a cry baby." I say wiping my tears and fake smiling at her.
Stacy notices I'm trying to suck It up.
"Sammy, why don't you check on the guys and play a few games with them? They might be playing your favorite game!" Stacy tells her trying to get us Alone so we can talk.
"Ok!" She runs out of the room.
"So what did he do to you?" Stacy asks concerned, she sits next to me.
" it's not his fault. Well yes it is. Wait, no it's my fault." I say burying my face in the pillow again.
"Tell me what happened."
I explain to Stacy every single detail from the start. I cry. Why do I have feelings for him. He bullies me, plays pranks on me. He is just... UGH!
"What if he was trying to play a prank on me Stacy!? What if he wanted to lead me on and then break my heart. What-what-t iff he just wanted to play me like how he plays with all the other girls-s? What if he doesn't really like me? What if I messed up? What if It's all my fault? What if he actually does like me but I messed up? What if I'm never gonna be with him? But what if he is using me? What if-"
"Deborah Morales! Do you hear yourself?! This isn't my best friend! My friend is strong, open minded and optimistic! You always look forward to what is Next! You never run away from things! Listen, John tried to do his part now you try and do your part. If you really like him you will tell him! I have no idea why you told him you don't like him and he should show you who he .actually is when you like him. If you like him that means you like him for what he has done."
"But, he told me that he just did those mean things for me to notice him. I don't know who he actually is."
"Then why do you like him?" Stacy asks in a serious tone.
"I don't know!" I say crying into my pillow I brought for the sleep over.
Stacy starts rubbing my back and hugs me for a long time.
After a long time of silence, I sit up.
"What should i do Stacy?" I ask wiping my tears on my sleeve.
Stacy hands me a tissue and says,
"If he really has feelings for you, he will try to show you who he is." She says sweetly.
That moment Sammy walks back in.
"Hi guys! I'm done playing with the guys!" She says running next to some dolls she has here since we spend most of our time at this house.
"Oh Debby! Johnny told me to hand you this note." Sammy continues.
I grab the note nervously. I open it up.
I read the entire note. Then I fall on the bed smiling widely.
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ITS SHORT! DONT KILL ME!
Guys, I haven't had time to do a long chapter cause I have had LOADS of homework! Y'all know physics?? Yeah, that's a pain in the butt! Let's all just clap that I got an A on my physics test.
*insert claps*
PLUS!! you guys haven't really commented which kind of disappoints me cause I feel like I'm writing this for no one. BUT! Like I said I will choose a person from the comments and dedicate a chapter of this story for them.
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