our mates rejected us now its our turn (currently on hold for editing)

chapter 3

Alexias P.O.V

angela has been fighting alot with rose and that scares me rose is fighting cuase the asshole of cameron claimed another bitch as his mate and she had to go through the pain and has no one to fight with except angela cuase i have mantained my distance so far angela has also gone through the pain i have only felt the burning when josh screws with some slut but i have gotten used to it. On the bright side i have trained harder than rose cuase she said she feels uneasy when it comes to fights she is more of the person that is incharge of the money of this pack father also was known as james mackel has adopted us and i perfer calling him father and dad rather than james well to short mends i have decided i dont have problem with fighting and being manipulitive i dont think thats good but dad says its very good of me to take control of things also i have changed my eye color is still the piercing teal more of a dark blue green with the auora of a violet color i dont use glasses anymore though my blond hair has been put into a high ponytail rather than the slouchy bun i used to do its been 5months since we left the old pack also our pack has grown by forty people so now the count is forty four or so give or take also dad has told us that some agency for models has been asking for several weeks that me and my sisters work for them well our apearances have changed for example angelas frame has gone slimer she lost twenty pounds from 145 to 125 pounds she says she feels better as for rose her weight is lower than before she wont say how much she weighs though her hair now has blond highlights me i just lost the glasses braces and a few pounds grew a few inches and i am ok with my image my hair is still pale gold blond i will never dye my hair is what i say except if it is for the best i miss josh even though i hate him a little but i never told anyone what he told me before the big anouncement

flashback

alexia you are my mate josh told me when i accedently ran into him he has been my crush since sixth grade so when he tells me that i am happy he says that he wants to meet me by the classroom number fifteen the empty abounded classroom at lunch i go there i take off my glasses since it has been irratating my eyes lately then he comes in he says two word im sorry i ask why he then says i have to reject you alexia i love you but i cant be mates with you its just that i dont see myself with you .your still weak and fragile and you need to be strong since i am in third command in the pack i nod i say ok he then does something i never thought he would he kissed me and said im sorry but i have to do this he grabbs my arms and says to his friend outside he is going to dump someone i think its helen but i remember helen didnt come to school i then get what he is saying i am now crying  and begging please dont i beg you but he still does so thats it the last straw and i wont take no more flashback ended

i am dragged into thought when i say i am going to take the job and show now who is the pathetic loser my wolf says surely not you and i respond hell no its not me i am strong now