Lost My Way | K.T

| Hana

Every fangirl knows, especially liking the category of music, would always love to hear their lovely voices. They would allot their time to patronize every bit of lyrics. The beat of the sound would always make their hearts pound. You would casually see them carrying the earphones with them, and put it in their ears as they jam all the way and feel the music.

Thus, here comes an ARMY fangirl. She loves to hear the music of a particular kpop boy group called BTS. She was on her way to school when her best friend, Sandra, frantically running and approached her.

"Ria! Ria!" An energetic girl with a bun hair and a strand of hair hanging on both sides of her face called her attention.

Sandra ran up to her side as they both matched their walking speed. "What's wrong?" Ria asked, looking confused.

Her best friend then gave her a wide grin, seemingly can't contain her tremendous happiness. "Have you already seen their new MV?" She asked excitingly. The duo made past the gates and entered the school, heading towards to their classroom.

Ria's face lit up and squealed, she remembered last night when she kept her heavy eyelids open and waited the comeback of BTS to be uploaded on Youtube. "Yes I did! Gosh, they all look so handsome especially V!" She exclaimed.

"Yeah right, your ultimate bias, of course." Sandra snickered, yet, she understands the dilemma of having the apple of the eye to a certain member.

The two best friends chattered and giggled all about BTS until they made it inside the classroom and their first class started later on. As usual, their class went on until afternoon came and finally dismissed them.

"Imma gonna watch them live in V app later night!" Sandra declared enthusiastically as they exited the gates of their school.

"Yeah me too. Bye!" The two waved a goodbye and parted their ways. However, Sandra stopped her heels and caught a sight to a car slides uncontrollably in sideways and screeching. Luckily, the car made past her and left her safe and sound. Yet, realization hit her causing her eyes wide as she knew where the car is headed to. She quickly whirled around to warn her best friend.

"Ria watch out!" Ria halted when she heard Sandra's dreaded voice and turned her head around. In a glimpse, her vision blackened and her body felt numb as her consciousness unknowingly slipped away.

Everything looked void and empty; the silence was deafening to Ria and thought she was just dreaming to nothingness. Ria mustered her energy to lift up her eyes and looked at her surroundings. She was bedridden with bandages wrapped around her arms and legs, and also wearing the hospital gown. Her parents were seemingly having a conversation with a doctor while her best friend was present too beside them listening. They all have mixed of shock and gloomy expressions. Sandra then travelled her eyes to Ria and swiftly moved closer to her bed with puffy eyes.

Apparently, Ria noticed something's wrong and made her heart raced. There was no sound coming from Sandra's mouth. To her eyes, she's just mouthing at her. Soon her parents followed and also have the same action. Ria began to brim with tears as she tried to speak, but to no avail, she heard nothing. She cried hardly which caused her best friend to hug her tightly and stroked her back to soothe her. She learned from a paper written by her parents that the doctor said the nerves inside her ears were damaged at the time she was hit by the car turning her completely deaf. There was no cure or treatment to be done but to live with silence.

Few months have passed; she learned how to sign language and somehow coped to her condition. As heartbreaking as it is, Ria couldn't help but to sell her BTS albums and removed the posters in her room. She stopped watching Bangtan bombs and keeping up with the BTS regarding any news about them. Her burning endearment for her ultimate bias, Kim Taehyung, was slowly fading away. When the two best friends hunged out, Sandra noticed her face bummed and hurt when someone passed by wearing a BTS shirt.

It was an inevitable fate for Ria to cut ties to the world of music, especially to BTS and the ARMY fandom.

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Another installment of a BTS Fanfiction of mine featuring V . I've been longing to write this and my brain won't give me a break to stop thinking about this plot. I changed my way of writing to 3rd person point of view because I find it more accurate and convenient. Just to tell you I'm not trying to offend deaf people but purely for a fanfiction plot idea.

Gladly accept any critic comments and votes.