She's 17 Btw ! Enjoyy xx (;
I sat on my bed thinking . Honestly I don’t know why I try or even have to be here . Oh wait I forgot , I’m underage ! I grabbed my IPod and turned it on , I went to my music and put on Irresistible by One Direction . I smiled putting my head phones in , their music keeps me sane in this household .
Heartache doesn't last forever
I'll say I'm fine
Midnight ain't no time for laughing
When you say goodbye.
It makes your lips so kissable
And your kiss unmissable
Your fingertips so touchable
And your eyes irresistible.
I felt so vulnerable listening to this song . It makes me feel so… weak . I sat on my bed crying . I don’t know why I’m crying , maybe because of how sincere the boys sound singing this .
Oh who the hell am I kidding… Myself ! I know why I’m crying for crying out loud , my life . I hate it . One day it’s extremely perfect the next day it isn’t . I wish my story was more of a pleasant fairytale . But it isn’t it’s more of a living hell , I hate it . I just want to go see One Direction perform Irresistible and Torn and I’ll be able to die happily . I know it sounds strange but , I just need to leave and get away .
Wiping my eyes I stood up and grabbed my suit case . I put all of my nice clothes in and grabbed my hidden stack of money under the wood of my bed . I quietly stepped into the dark night and the strong wind blew my hair back . The sound of the busy London streets quiet . I walked all the way to a huge hotel right by the arena . If your wondering why did I go by the arena it's because I plan on going to a One Direction concert . I have £2,000 pounds . ($3,800 dollars in the U.S.)
I know it's a lot , I've been doing constant jobs including after school . I was planning to stay at the hotel for 7 days and then go back to that hell hole . I already bought my ticket 2 months ago , and the reason I still have more money left is from the year before that . I payed for my stay which was only £455 pounds because I got my suite on the same floor as One Direction . How do I know they'll be on that floor ? I stalk them a little and a girl that usually has nothing to do other than school and work can find out .
I smiled entering it was so elegant and clean I put my clothes on the hangers even if I'm only staying for a week I want it to look neat .
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How rude of me ! I didn't introduce myself ! I'm Isabelle , Isabelle Santiago . I have brown blonde hair and almost tan skin . I have bright blue eyes and a strong attitude I'm a positive person .. what can I say mum rubbed off on me well . Before she passed ... It's so hard without my mother . Knowing I have no one to comfort me . Tell me everything will be okay . Help me with my girl problems .. I feel like I have no one . If I had one wish it would be to have my mum but it sadly doesn't work like that ...
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The concert was today so I dressed in some White jeans and a one direction shirt but it was black and some black and white converse . I put a little make-up on and put a black and white caradgain . I also straightened my hair and I was ready I grabbed the key and some money and put it in my bra . I grabbed a small brown purse I had just for the occasion and put my IPhone 5 in it and my ticket . I sprayed my perfume once again and made sure I looked nice .
I walked to the arena as it was only across the street and smiled . There where lots of girls with there friends and they where hyperventalating it was really cute . I walked in and got seated in the first row , unlike the other girls who where standing up I sat down . I could see perfectly I mean no one was sitting infront of me . I took a picture and posted it on Twitter instantly getting notified that people where favoriting it . I smiled , at least today was going good . I may seem quiet .. well I mean I am but it doesn't mean I'm not unsociable and nice . I smiled when Harry walked out in only his jeans , I was wondering maybe he was just trying to see the crowd . Everyone squeled and ran to the stage and I sat there I smiled down at my phone and pretended I was texting someone . I answered the phone when I relized someone was calling me ..
