Chapter 5 ~ Stop Judging Me

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Harry's POV

I sat on my bed watching YouTube videos , when I seen a link saying "Harry's new girlfriend' 

The video started off as an American women , she wasn't fit but that's not the point .

"Harry Styles has another girlfriend ?.. I think so . Harry was spotted with a girl from a concert . She's decent looking but we all know she is no Taylor Swift . Even if that is his girlfriend we all know he'll brake her heart and leave with someone else ." She said smiling a fake smile . Tears brimmed my eyes and I continued watching . "We all know what Harry wants . Inside and out . '' She said moving her hands to point on her private part . Tears where streaming down my face and I am stronger than this , but the girl I am falling in love with is out with my best mate ! Sucking his face off , and being all lovey ! Than this reporter bitch is implying that I'm a 'Man Whore' . I don't fuck every girl I see . Why doesn't the stupid media believe . Yea I've had a few girlfriends and I like to flirt . Does that automatically make me a heart breaker . No . They see something that doesn't look correct to them and they judge . Especially with me , why can't they just leave me and my love life alone .

I felt a soft hand on my face and looked up to see Isabelle . Right just the person I need to see , note the sarcasm . "I- mm ." She shook her head and shushed me giving me a tight hug . I cryed into her shirt and said "Why won't they understand , I have feelings too . I'm not a man whore . I'm not . I promise . I know how it feels to love . I know how it feels to be heartbroken . I don't just want to get in a girls pants ." I said crying into her shoulder more , she seemed to know exactly what I was talking about and she hugged me tighter . "Stop it Harry . Stop crying , your stronger than that . I know you have feelings and I know the boys and your family know that . I know it hurts right now and I know you feel alone . But you keep your head held high and you smile , because smiling can hide so much yet bring so much out in people . " She said softly . I kept crying and I sighed and said "I need Louis." She seemed to understand again and she got up quickly getting Louis . 

~~~~~~~ **BoyxBoy you can skip if you don't want to read it (:**

Louis walked in closing the door and he cuddled me close . I cried and cried but he said nothing . I let it all out and sighed . "What's wrong HazzaBear ?" He said using my nickname . "Boo they can be so mean . The media I mean . They act as if I have no feelings , like if I don't know how to care for people . Women especially and it's not true . Lou it's not true ." I said crying into his shoulder again .

Louis looked at me and kissed me softly , my eyes widened . I'm not gay ! Louis no . I protested in my head . 

But all in all I kissed him back . I kissed my best mate and I liked it . 

I placed my hand on his cheek and it felt ..... right ? His lips where rougher than a girl but I liked it . It was different . I bit his bottom lip asking for entrance and Louis being his stubborn self didn't grant it , so I patted his crouch with my hand that laid on his lap and he moaned . I slipped my tongue in his mouth and we fought for dominance .

Louis pulled away his eyes soft and he looked at me smiling . "Louis mm ?" I said not knowing what to say . "It's not your fault love , I just wanted to make you forget and I did ." He said softly ..

Does this mean he likes me !?  "Lou ." He shook his head . "We'll still be best mates ! I mean I love Eleanor but sometimes we need different kisses ." He said pecking my lips I felt like my lips had electricity on them and I touched them softly . "Well at least I think I love her ." He mumbled before standing up and trying to leave . I quickly got up and grabbed his wrist turning him around quickly . I kissed him softly and pushed him against the door , me being like 2 inches taller then him I leaned down and he placed his hands around my neck pulling me down . I looked at him and he smiled "Oh Harry , why do you do this to me ?" He said burying his head into my neck . "Do what ?" I said lowly in his ear biting his ear lobe . Chills ran all threw his body and he shivered . "Oh." He said softly . "I'll see you tonight Tomlinson ." and with that he walked out nodding his head his cheeks flushed .

~~~~~~~~~~~~Boyxboy is over** 

Isabelle's POV

I walked into Zayn's room and smiled at him . He walked over to me and spun me in the air . I laughed and when he finally put me down I kissed him . "Zayn I really like you ." I said .

"I do too ." After he said that I felt like I was on cloud nine . 

A/N This chapter was pretty short , but I wrote it at 1 in the morning and I'm pretty tired now so I hoped you enjoyed (; If not then sorry ?

~Jasmine <3 xx

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