Isabelle's POV
I had to pretend like everything was okay, but inside I knew it wasn't. Hell, everyone knew it wasn't. Niall likes Zayn, my boyfriend, his best mate, his band mate. I know Zayn isn't okay , he's in the gym. Not saying the gym is bad, it's just he goes in the gym to forget everything, or at least attempt to.
I walked into Zayn's room and opened the small closet door. I can't wait 'till I go home, or should I say Zayn's flat. Yea, Zayn's flat. Liam did say we were leaving soon, hopefully it's today.
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It's chilly outside, well when isn't it chilly. I'm in London for crying out loud *xDD ha*
After my warm shower I put my hair in a high bun and started getting ready. I put on some black jegging type jeans with a grey knit sweater. For shoes I decided on some grey boots. I let my hair down brushing out all the tangles and then I put on a cute peachy colored beanie. I put a gold colored necklace and a ring that matched my beanie, with a peachy lip stick I was ready.
I sprayed on some of my perfume, and I walked out into the living room. Liam sat alone on the couch drinking wine and my eyes widened.
I walked over to Liam quickly and I instantly noticed his puffy eyes and I sighed sitting next to him and engulfing him in a tight hug. "Li don't cry." I whispered softly. His grip around me tightened and he sobbed into my shoulders.
I was completely lost. Why is he crying? Is it Danielle? So many questions ran through my mind, but I kept them to myself and rubbed soothing circles on Liam's back.
His sobbing dimmed and there were only small sniffles. "What's the matter Li?" I asked. He looked up at me his brown eyes red and swollen his lip quivering. He looked so fragile and vulnerable. Like a lost puppy ! I hugged him again before he could reply and he sniffled softly "I like Niall, and I'm just so confused Isabelle. I shouldn't feel like this .. I'm a boy ! Boys shouldn't like boys ..!" He said crying into my shoulders once again. I was lost for words.. Liam like Niall ? Holy... "Liam, it's okay to feel this. It is, and yes they can! It's perfectly okay Liam." I said letting go of him. He shrugged wiping his eyes. "I dunno what to think anymore, I feel so incomplete and useless." I smiled sadly at him, "Don't Liam, your not useless. Maybe you should tell him?" I said softly.
"Tell who what ?"
Oh shit. Niall. I looked at Liam quickly and Liam was looking down at his fingers trying not to cry again. I turned to Niall and shook my head. Hesitantly I got up and walked towards him. "Talk to him."I whispered lowly, hopefully he heard me. I walked out of the front door and into the lobby going straight to the roof. I feel like up there I can breath. I dunno, maybe I like it up there so much because theres no paparazzi following me.
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I sat on the familiar bench and looked out into the city. I sat there for what felt like 20 minutes and I walked back inside. I took the elevator to the first floor and once the door opened I walked into the cold air. I walked around a park before I realized 2 people with cameras were following me, I slowed my pace and turned around.
The paps ran up to me and bombarded me with questions but I would not answer any until they were quiet. "Are you done?" I asked softly. They nodded slowly and I smiled. "Now, you can ask me questions, but give me a chance to respond there's 2 of you and only 1 of me. And please, if I don't answer a question because it's personal or anything of the sort. Don't be offended." They seemed shocked at my calmness and asked me a few questions and then I walked back to the hotel.
I walked inside the building and there were a few fans and they were saying the craziest things like 'Zayn, can I have your babies?!' 'Niall can I touch you?' crazy things. I laughed and immediately the girls quieted down and turned towards me. Zayn was standing behind the guards and when he heard my laugh he instantly looked towards me. A flash of relief went through his eyes and he broke through the guards and ran to me. My eyes widened and I quirked and eyebrow. Zayn hugged me tight and his breath was fast. "What's wrong Zee?" I asked quietly. "Was worried about you." He said. I nodded, of course.
