Unexpected meeting (Luhan's fanfiction)

He's not just an idol. He is a human being too.

"It's Luhan. Luhan is talking to me. And I'm here staring at him like some crazy person. I can't move. Am I even breathing? Wait, I'm sleeping right? This is a dream. It has to be! Oooooh god I accidentally touched his hand. It's real. Luhan is sitting next to me. My mind can't comprehend this. He spoke again. HE SPOKE AGAIN. TO ME. And I'm still frozen. I still can't speak. My mouth is open but words won't come out. Now I look retarded." A thousand things went through her mind in one second. She never thought that this is even possible. As she tried to remain calm she said in a very weird tone: "I'm sorry, I don't understand, can you speak English?" Not sure of what's going on Luhan spoke again, this time in English."Are you okay?" Still shocked she said "I- I- I'm fine, thank you. You can speak English?" He smiled and said: "A little bit."

"Okay, this is the time when I can curse at myself for not studying Chinese harder back at home. I had one job to do. Only one job. I failed."

After few minutes she came back to her senses and her ability to talk normally came back too. Still unaware of what just happened she secretly looked at Luhan. No make up, hair tucked under the hat, cosy chlothes, warm smile. This was Luhan as a human being not as an idol. She was impressed.

In her head thoughts kept coming: "I guess it's pretty normal for him to take a train. He still struggles with his fobia of height. I remember, he said it in one interview that he often takes trains. Little did I know that he'll take the same train as me! And also a seat next to me! Come on! These things don't happen' to me. And oh my god he probably thinks I'm a weirdo now (which I am but he doesn't need to know that). Should I ask him what he said to me in Chinese, the first time he spoke?"

Before she even thought about it she asked him "I'm sorry but what did you told me few minutes ago, when you sat here? It was in Chinese and I'm not really good at it. I didn't understand." Then she thought: "I'm not sure if he understood everything I said." But he lifted his head, looked at her and answered: "You smiled. I asked what's funny. I thought you knew Chinese." he smiled in the sweetest way possible.

She wanted to tell him that she smiled because of him. She also wanted to tell him how much she's happy and blessed at this moment. How shocked she was after realizing that the handsome boy from the street earlier was him. Instead she said: "Oh nothing. I forgot already."  He nodded and said "Oh, okay. It probably wasn't important for you to remember."

"WASN'T IMPORTANT?! Right now in this moment in my life you're the most important thing! And I can't even tell you that." she thought to herself.

Luhan smiled and asked: "I'm sorry but what's your name?"
"I'm Y/N, yours?" She decided not to tell him that she knows who he is and that she's a fan. Why? She didn't know either. I guess it's because she was afraid of how would he react. He had a bad experiance with some of his fans. She wasn't like that but it's already said. It's done.

Luhan answered: "I'm Luhan, nice to meet you. I usually don't talk to strangers in trains, just so you know." he smiled and continued "I hope you don't mind."
"I don't mind it Luhan. I don't mind it at all."

They talked the whole trip. Something in English, something in Chinese. She relaxed and enjoyed in their conversation. It wasn't awkward or weird. It felt natural. With Luhan she didn't even mind about the loud people around them. It was just her and him. 

Time passed by so fast. They made it to Beijing. Time has come to say goodbye. "I'll probably never see him again." that thought hurt her more than she thought it would.