Unexpected meeting (Luhan's fanfiction)

I don't want to say goodbye.

While walking in silent side by side with Luhan to the exit she was thinking: "We made it to Beijing. Time passed by so fast! Talking with Luhan is maybe the most beautiful experience in my life. I hope I didn't bored him with my talking. Although I'm not talkative person I talked with him. A LOT. And that says something.

I mean, yes I loved him as a fan, his personality, songs, movies... But I didn't really know him. His thoughts behind the camera, behind all that stage. I always wanted to know who is Luhan behind all that.  But I was afraid of finding out how he really is. I was afraid of disappointment I guess. But yeah, I worried for nothing. I got my answer. Well partially. How much can you really get to know someone by talking to him for a couple of hours? I don't know.  But I only needed one minute to realise that he's everything I imagined he would be. As we talked and laughed I realized how much my love and respect for him have grown for this little time. Oh god... If he can somehow hear my thoughts right now he would run away never looking back. Hahahaha

Weird thing is, he never mentioned what's his job. That's he's famous. I guess he wanted to be treated like a human, not celebrity. Not to worry if he said something wrong. He always have to be number one and that's so much preassure. It's probably relieving for him to talk to someone who doesn't expect anything. Just talking. Sharing thoughts. Laugh. And I was happy that I can give that to him."

She stopped for a moment and realized "Maybe I'll never see him again." That thought hurt like hell. Her eyes started burning. 

Luhan turned around and saw her standing behind with her head down: "Hey. What's wrong? Is everything okay?" He returned back to her, lifted her chin up and looked into her eyes. "You're crying? Why?" He seemed worried.

"He is so close but so far away. His eyes are looking right into my soul, I can't handle this." she thought and moved his hand fast like she touched a fire and said "Oh I'm fine. Something went in my eye. Do you have a tissue?"

Confused because of this action he stepped back "Yeah, wait a second." He started searching in his bag "Here it is. Does it hurt?"

"You have no idea."

"Will he remember me?" she asked herself a hundred times. "I know that I'm asking too much but I pray that we meet again in the future. I want to think that this unexpected meeting with Luhan meant something. I want to be if nothing else, his friend. I can feel our connection. Does he? We're so a like in some things. Did he felt it?" she looked behind her and there was Luhan watching her. "You're in your own world, aren't you?" he smiled. "What are you thinking so much? You were very talkative on the train but since we got out you barely spoke anything. Tell me, what's going on?" he said while taking his suitcase. And she then remembered that they have matching suitcases. "I think about a lots of things right now." Then she tried to move on another subject "Do you know that we have matching suitcases?" she laughed. "Hmm? Really?" Luhan said and smiled. "Yeah, only mine has tiny silver bow on the side." She then spotted her suitcase "There it is!" Luhan turned around and picked it up "They're really the same!" he smiled "I'll carry it for you." "Oh you're so sweet but you don't have to do that, there's one man from my preschool that is waiting for me outside to take me to my apartment. He'll take it." "It's not hard for me to do that. I'll carry it for you until you find that man. It's too heavy for you." He said in a serious tone.

"Oh my god, he's so thoughtful and sweet." She thought and saw Luhan putting his cap and mask once again. Probably because he doesn't want to be recognized by people.

"I didn't wanted to go out of this train. I wanted to stay here with you." She said to him and thought "DID I REALLY SAID THAT OUT LOUD?" Luhan took off his mask, looked into her eyes and said seriously "You know, I didn't wanted to go out either. Maybe it will sound silly but I felt very comfortable here with you." He smiled "Thank you for that." He took her hand and his face became serious again "Hopefuly we'll meet again in the future."

She trembled when Luhan took her hand. Only this time she didn't freaked out. She took his hand too, smiled and said: "I really hope we do." Deep in her mind she was thinking about never letting go of his hand again. She wanted to stay like that forever. The magical moment lasted for a few seconds and then they heard on the speakers that everyone should leave the train. Then they realized they were the only one still in there. They both laughed and Luhan said: "We should really go now." He put his mask on again, took both of their suitcases and they left the train.