Loving you

When you hold me

it's a feeling of love

A hug from you

is all I can think of

"you're a good friend"

and now I'm trapped again

I want to say the worst thing

a teen can say

'I love you and with you forever

I'll stay'

but than I remember you might

still have the mind of a teen

and if I say anything, it's worse

than lighting a match when soaked

in gasoline

These moments will forever burn in my mind

How close I became to you and how you were kind.

People will never understand the way I think

Nor the way they see my emotions sink.

I drown in my feelings and expect to float,

I take the dagger, called love, and slit my throat.

Extreme feelings? Yes. I know

But through the currents of life I'll flow.

When you hold me

it's a feeling of love

A hug from you

is all I can think of

A kiss on the cheek to the holding of your hand

A day without you is one thing I can't stand.

I loved you so much, and I still do.

I'm still hoping to hear 'I love you too'.