Let's Not Fall In Love // cha eunwoo

Entry 5

So we had a 'date' today or maybe yesterday, I didn't really keep track of the date since I woke up on a hospital bed with the IV needle on my left hand.

             Anyways it was arranged by our parents, and I can tell that it is awkward. I tried opening a topic but you just keep silent and continue eating. It's not that it bothered me a lot, but I felt like I should've put more effort in insisting a conversation than keeping things all silent. At the end we finished the date then leave the restaurant. You left your phone so I was quite left behind to get it and give it back to you. All I remember is that you were crossing the street and I was calling your name to wait up but then I heard a loud horn from my left side then everything went black.

        My parents told me that I passed out and luckily the truck stop right before it hit me. You brought me to the hospital and called my parents so they immediately went to the hospital for them to take care of everything. But nevertheless I would still like to say thank you.

          My doctor said that I passed out due to excessive amount of heart beats and they are still running tests because I might have more heart complications than we expected.

          It's funny how I want to become a doctor yet here I am potentially having a chronic heart disease or other ailment. The irony really.

         I was actually glad to see you at my place patiently waiting when I got home. Maybe my parents or your parents sent you there but as soon as you asked how am I feeling, I can't help but to smile due to extreme happiness that maybe, just maybe, you care.

PS. Thank you for the strawberries, I love them.

-K