Chapter 21

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Chapter 21

Family

Ariana's POV

"Ariana Grade took historical cry at Mockingjay Part 1 movie premier with Best friend Lucy Hale helping her"

I turn off the tv with anger

Did these people ever hear about privacy?!

At least they don't know why

I need my 'family' with me all my best friends

I consider them my family, I've been close with most of them since I was 16

I call them up one by one you could hear me cry in a few voicemails i left

I sang honeymoon avenue silently to myself

"Can we go back to the way it was"

Since its Friday I promised my fans to do a lullaby friday every friday

I'll do Honeymoon avenue again I did that at least 6 months ago

I get my Mac Book computer, set up the camera in my room.

I looked in my rear view mirror and
It seemed to make a lot more sense
Than what I see ahead of us, ahead of us, yeah.
I'm ready to make that turn
Before we both crash and burn
Cause that could be the death of us, the death of us, baby
You know how to drive in rain
And you decided not to make a change
Stuck in the same old lane
Going the wrong way home
I feel like my heart is stuck in bumper to bumper traffic,
I'm under pressure
Cause I can't have you the way that I want
Let's just go back to the way it was
When we were on Honeymoon Avenue
Honeymoon Avenue
Baby, coastin' like crazy
Can we get back to the way it was?
Hey, what happened to the butterflies?
Guess they encountered that stop sign
And my heart is at a yellow light, a yellow light
Hey, right when I think that we found it,
Well, that's when we start turning around
You're saying, "Baby, don't worry,"
But we're still going the wrong way, baby
You know how to drive in rain
And you decided not to make a change
Stuck in the same old lane
Going the wrong way home
I feel like my heart is stuck in bumper to bumper traffic,
I'm under pressure
Cause I can't have you the way that I want
Let's just go back to the way it was
When we were on Honeymoon Avenue
Honeymoon Avenue
Baby, coastin' like crazy
Can we get back to the way it was?
They say only fools fall in love
Well, they must've been talking about us
and sometimes I feel like I've been here before
I could be wrong, but I know I'm right
We gon' be lost if we continue to fight
Honey I know, yeah,
We can find our way home..........

Tears filed my eyes I covered my mouth with my hand turning my head so my hair covered my face
I took a few deep breaths before being able to continue

I feel like my heart is stuck in bumper to bumper traffic,
I'm under pressure
Cause I can't have you the way that I want
Let's just go back to the way it was
When we were on Honeymoon Avenue
Honeymoon Avenue
My baby, coastin' like crazy
Can we get back to the way it was?
When we were on Honeymoon Avenue
Honeymoon Avenue
Baby, coastin' like crazy
Can we get back to the way it was?
You know how to drive in rain
You decided not to make a change
Stuck in the same old lane
Going the wrong way home
I feel like my heart is stuck in... traffic,
I'm under..., pressure, pressure
Let's just go back to the way it was
When we were on...
Honeymoon Avenue
Let's just go back, back, back.

I stopped the video a few seconds after I finished. It took me a couple minutes to get myself together before beginning to upload.

Let the hate begin because I cried in a video...Most of it comes from James' fans

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