Chapter 3

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"Well..." I say. "Well, what? Do you like him or not?" Phil protested. "I don't know. I-I mean he's cute and a-all. B-but... yeah..." I reply, stuttering. "Okay. That's all I wanted to hear. Come on, let's go watch something." He said smiling. 

-Time Skip-

"Hey, Anna!" Dan says closing the flat door. "Hey," I reply. "How were the shops?" Phil asked, getting up to help Dan with the bags. "It was good. I bought a lot of things. As you can tell." Dan said, chuckling. I got up and went straight to Dan's room. 

End it

'What?' I think

End it. They won't care. No one will.

I think about it, but get interrupted by Dan calling me.

Just jump out of the window, and run away. 

'Tonight. I will do it tonight, while they are sleeping' 

"Anna!" Dan repeats. I walk out of the room and head to the kitchen. "Yeah?" I say looking down at my feet. "Do you want some dinner? I know I took a long time to the shop." 

No

"Sure. What are we having?" I asked.

Fatty.

"Well, What do you think about takeaway?" Phil says. I just nod and quickly head to the lounge area to get my phone. Turning it on, I open up Instagram and log in to my private account for Thinspo and depression quotes. As I'm scrolling, I hear someone coming, so I quickly turn it off and look up. "Hey... can we talk about something?"  "Sure... what is it?" I ask, rubbing my arm nervously. "Phil says he saw cuts on your arm. But he didn't want to say anything just in case it offended you. 

Good job. Now they know.

"Oh yeah um... I went out last night and um... there was a cat that just like... jumped out at me." I say. "Okay. Well, I'll let him know so that he doesn't have to worry anymore. Thank You." Dan says, leaving. 

Nice save.

"Thanks," I whisper. "Did you say something?" Dan questions me turning around. "Hmm? Oh, no. Just talking to myself. Hehe." As he continues to walk away, I sigh and go back to scrolling through Instagram.

A/N Hi. So Sorry I haven't updated in a while, we are literally one week away from Christmas and I've been stressing about a lot of stuff. Sorry, this is a short chapter, but seeing as in 2:30 in the morning, and I can't sleep, I'm trying to update all my books. And normally what I do is write 1,000 words for each chapter, I'm going to do less because it helps me continue to have ideas. If I write out all my ideas, then I'll run out of ideas really quickly. And I know I'm writing a lot of fanfiction about Dan and Phil, mostly Dan, but I can just relate to him so much. Like, so much it's actually quite worrying. Also, one last thing, the reason I write about self-harm and depression and stuff. Is because I know what it's like to go through that stuff. Thanks for reading this, and if you have ideas, please let me know! Bye <3

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