Her face was blank all playfulness gone, she knew it was going to happened anyway
she had closed her eyes and said " this way she has control of the pain she feels inside" he looked pained by her answer and the asked again
"how long?" he dreaded to know the answer, he knew, he was just hoping for a different one
"its been a while" she said as if it was no big deal
"baby please I beg of you never cut. I am here for you, even if you have to punch me to control your pain you can go ahead and do it, that is why I am here for you and only you, even if it mean I have to get up from my bed late at night to sleep with you at your place so be it. For you to punch me, hell I don't give two shizzles. I don't care when, where or what time I will always be there for you just please babe don't cut." Sean was on his knees begging his baby girl, his world, his sunshine not to stop brightening.
She had tears of her own, she couldn't stand watching the man she loves with everything she has and is breakdown because of her. She took his hand and pulled him to his feet and took him inside his house since they were freezing outside. She gave him the tightest hug she could and whispered how much she loves his, telling not to cry cause it breaks her hurt,
"if that breaks your heart baby girl then please never cut, if my tears break your heart imagine what your blood on the floor does to me, you are my everything baby girl and I don't even want to imagine a life without you" their night was filled with sweet nothings till they both fell asleep.
PRESENT
Today she woke with a text from Sean. Its been three weeks since he found out about her scars and he made her promise that she would never cut again, and she hasn't do it since then.
'hello my queen, I will be at you door in an hour get ready for school'
When she saw the text she couldn't help but smile at how sweet and caring Sean could be, but she was way to sleepy right now so she ignored it. right when she was about to close her eyes her phone beeped again
'you better not fall back asleep or else I will text bomb you baby girl' he knew she hated it but she also knew he was bluffing.......or was he?
She thought nothing of it and went back to trying to sleep again just to be interrupted by her phone, he was calling
[her/ him]
'what?'
'morning to you too my queen'
'babe i wanna sleep why is you calling'
'baby girl its 6 wake up, I will be there soon and I want to see you already I haven't see you in forever'
'we were together last night....what is you talking about?'
'that was last night, damn I must be addicted to you if I am missing you that much'
'I know right....anyway you know how much I love you right? you are the most amazing boyfri-' he cut her before he got to finish
'not buying it, you already used that one on me twice, not working again, that time we even got detention. Though I love your sweet and loving compliments I wont let you sleep in. shower now or I will come and do it for you'
'damn it I thought I had it' he laughed in reply
'but babe please just five more minutes'
'no'
'bu-'
'love you too, I'll be there in 40 minutes. I'm glad we had an understanding'
