Who am I? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 2: Indecision

Chapter 2

" I ordered pizza." Edward said as I stepped through the door. Somehow he always got home before me and he was always fussing about dinner.

" Thank god." I replied kicking my shoes to the corner that was littered with even more of my shoes. Edward and I  shared a room because it was how the dorms were designed; separe king beds in the same room. In one dorm there were three rooms. In each room was an en suite. Until recently we where the only ones here, there was one bathroom in each room but we would have to share the kitchen with Ally and Aidan.  I didn't mind Ally that much but what if her gay brother started crushing on me? Or tried something?

I'd knock his lights out. I shuddered at the thought.

I joined Ed on the ground and picked up a slice of pineapple and ham pizza. Just the smell alone made my stomach rumble. " you know I love you right dude?" Realising how feminine I sounded I added. " no homo." Lowering my voice a bit.

  He laughed and rolled over to the tv to switch it to doctor who.

After an hour of that we played  little big planet, bioshock and of course ghost recon for roughly 5 hours and decided to call it a night.

  I put my pyjamas on got into bed completely exhausted and lay still for about 10 minutes just staring at the ceiling.

" Edward?" I whispered through the dark.

" Yeah?" He replied.

I faced away from him nervously hoping my voice didn't crack as my confidence wavered."Can I ask you something?"

"You just did."

Silence.

I felt my bed move slightly so I guess he was lying next to me.

" What's wrong?" He asked stroking my hair like he did when we were little. he was like a big brother even though I was the older one.

" Um..i was wondering...if you were you know.." I spluttered.

" Spit it out." He sighed.

I could feel his eyes on the back of his head

"Are you gay? I never really thought about it before."

His hand stopped moving but he didn't reply.

" Edward?"

" look at me." he finally said " turn around look me in the eyes and ask me again."

" I can't."

My hands were trembling. What was wrong with me why did it feel like my world was falling to pieces. He hadn't denied was that a yes?

He flicked my ear and I shuddered and took a sharp intake of breath.

" No way..." He whispered quietly.

I tried to move further away but he started stroking my ear and a shiver rolled down my spine so I tried to slap him away but he just grabbed my wrist.

" Are you serious? Your ear?"

Yes my ears were really sensitive and it was embarrasing. I got turned on really quickly when some touched them. I started squirming trying again to get up but he just  straddled me pinning me down and catching my other wrist.

" Edward don't. Get off.

" I warned squirming about.

Then he whispered in my ear " No. " and licked it. I could feel goosebumps everywhere.

He continued licking, nibbling and gently pulling my ear with his teeth. In literally a few seconds I was rock hard and I was losing it with his teasing.