Who am I? (Boyxboy)

Chapter 3: More problems

Edward p.o.v

I stared at the unmoving form on my bed and it kinda scared me. Who was that? obviously it was my cousin but he felt so foreign to me. I had known Alex my entire life he was like a part of me I knew what he liked and what he hated. The person in front of me couldn't be my cousin. When did he become a self-harming homophobe? We shared everything with each other. He'd never once voiced any concern about homosexuality.                                                              He had seemed perfectly fine last night. After a few games we went to bed and he was out like a light.

Was he being harassed or threatened? Or-

  I was torn out of my thoughts by him stirring so I sat opposite him on my own bed.

"We need to talk." I said removing my glasses and running my hand through my hair. He didn't get up,  just lay there staring at the ceiling. "We've got the rest of the day off for sick leave,"

*Silence*

"When did you start cutting?"

"I wasn't trying to kill myself. I was training my body. So don't throw a hissy." He replied weakly. "It worked."

"It- It worked?! Are you training for torture?" I demanded angrily trying to keep my calm composure.

"If need be."

I was stunned into silence.

"What the hell is wrong with you? What brought this on?"

"It was after what we did last night."

What?

"Last night. You know. When we were...It's not right." He said blushing

I caught him before he hit his head on the ground right?

I looked at him incredulously maybe he had a concussion? Or temporary hallucinations from blood loss?

"Incest isn't right either. I can't deal with...it's...why would you even-" He mumbled going a deeper shade of red

I lifted my eyebrows.

"Don't play dumb! You kept biting me, I told you stop but I was horny. So can we not...But I swear it was just a moment of weakness...STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!"

My jaw dropped. He fell asleep before I did!! It must have been a wet dream or something. I squirmed uncomfortably as my dick stirred to life.

"That was a dream Alex."

"No it wasn't" he insisted "I felt your body heat when I was...grinding on you. Your skin...I felt it I know!"

"Nope it was a wet dream." I mumbled trying to supress my growing hard on. Why am I hard? He's my cousin and he's a guy!

"A dream? Oh god a fucking dream? Seriously?" He said angrily swinging himself of the bed.

" I'm going to get a drink." I replied wrenching the door open and ran out.

Shit.

I was rock hard and horny. I whimpered as I stood there. Alex was straight but I was bi. He just never noticed. Nobody did.

"Edward?" A timid voice asked. I jumped about a foot in the air. I had forgotten about Aiden and Ally.

Aiden was looking at me curiously but he was alone.

Then he recognised the bulge in my pants.

"I can help" he offered.

I shook my head. "I'm fine."