The Guy With the Vlogs // Heath Hussar

Vlog 39/Vlog 40

A lot happens over 9 months. There are things that I don't know about and have been told. Rumors from people on twitter. The "Louise" tattoo. The packing peanuts thing. Heath going to Florida for a while. It's great to catch up on everything. But there are not so great things too. Like figuring out things you thought you would never hear. Things that go a little something like this: 

I walked out of my room ready to leave for Gabbie's apartment because I wanted to visit her. I haven't seen her much since I got back. So I'm gonna pay her a surprise visit. Hope she's not recording a video. I stop walking when I reach past Scotty's room. 

"Heath, she's going to find out at some point," I heard Scotty say. That she better not be me. 

"I can't hurt her like that. She just got home and it was one night. It was one stupid night that should have never happened," Heath said. Now my attention is grabbed. 

"So you aren't going to tell the girl you love that you have a child?" Zane- Wait. WAIT. CHILD? No no no no no no no no no no no. This can't be happening, I just got home. I knock on the door to tell them I'm leaving. 

"Come in," Scotty said. I open the door a crack and peek in. 

"I'm heading to Gabbie's for a while, I'll be back later," I said trying to smile after what I just heard. Heath walks over and kisses me quickly. He smiles and I wave at everyone else. David was in there and I quickly give him the, 'I heard,' look. He wouldn't tell. He just nods. I close the door and walk out to my car quickly. 

~*~

When I knock on the door, Gabbie screams for me to come in. I open the door and peak in. 

"Autumn!" she scream and runs over hugging me. I laugh and hug her back quickly. "I'm actually glad you came, I'm in the middle of a video." 

"I felt like I was coming in the middle of a video," I laughed and she smiled as we walked to the couch she films on. 

"I'm going to pause this video really quick because Autumn is home!" Gabbie shouts and I laugh as she hugs me around my neck. 

"I'm baaack!" I say to the video. 

"Alright, so I'm just gonna finish telling the story," Gabbie said and I smile, ready to tell her my story. She finishes and turns off the camera. 

"So," I said and she smiles. "I actually have something to tell you." 

"What is it?" she asks and I take a breath in. 

"Did something serious happen with Heath besides him being depressed?" I ask getting it out. 

"Nothing that I know of, why?" she asks and I take a breath in. 

"I was walking past Scotty's room and they were all in there talking. They were talking about Heath having a child," I spit it out. 

"Autumn, I didn't know," she said and pulled me into a hug. One tear fell, but I blinked the others away. 

"It's okay, I didn't expect you too," I said and she let go of the hug. 

"So what are you going to do about it?" she asked letting go of the hug. 

"Wait for her to show up at the door step with the child or wait for a child support letter," I said and Gabbie sighs pulling me back in. 

"What if that never happens?" she asks and I nod. 

"It's going to happen, I know it will," I said and Gabbie nods. 

~The Next Day~

There was a knock on the front door and I walked over to the door opening it. A woman was standing there with a baby in a baby carrier. I didn't expect her to come to next fucking day.