Parents- Clicky

Loving You Isnt Easy, Though Love is Boring If It Is

This chapter contains sexual content you do not have to read if you don't want to I will have a warning before it starts

Ellie Pov

We got to the studio and met the three other boys inside. (Jacob, Brandon, and Adrian)

We took about two hours to relock the number.   

This was a quick fix. After rehearsal me and Jay went to his room after freshening up. Me and Jay spent the night together before. His parents gave us the talk as in using protection. Though for some reason I felt a pang of guilt.

"Babe what's wrong?" Jay asked clearly seeing my mood change.

I looked at him he was shirtless with shorts on. I can see bruising forming from the football game. Mostly that game consisted of my brothers attacking him after we talked at halftime.

"I'm so sorry. You got attacked by my brothers. I know loving me is hard," I say looking at the grown genuinely upset.

"Babe, loving you isn't easy. Though Love is Boring if it is. I wouldn't change you for the world. Football is a heavy sport. Your brothers didn't hurt me that much and the bruising will clear."

"I know I just feel responsible," I whisper.

He looks at me than engulfs me in a hug. I hold on tight not wanting to let go.

We break slightly apart just to stare into each others eyes.

We both lean into a very passionate kiss, something that felt different from all are other kisses. This one felt more powerful, felt more connected.

The kiss turned into a make out session. I didn't want to stop.    

I felt his tounge grace across my bottom lip awaiting a entrance.

I gladly excepted, fighting my youngest against his.

My hands were locked into the hairs leading to his neck, while his hands were on my hips leading to my butt.

A/N sexual content Ahead

  His hands trailed upwards a bit to the hem of my tank top. 

He gently tugged, gesturing for me to take it off. 

I broke the kiss and let him pull the shirt over my head revealing my exposed chest.

I turned a bright red, feeling self conscious and covers myself quickly. 

He removed my hands from my bare chest and whispered beautiful.

I blushed at his words and kissed his neck making him groan in pleasure.

He pushed me down on the bed so i was on my back and he was towering over me.

I didn't notice that he was now only in his boxers and I was in my short pj shorts and underwear.

"We don't have to continue you dont want to," he said sympathetically.

"I want to. I want you to hold the key to my virginity," I say a little embarrassed by my words.

"And I want you to hold the key to mine," He started, "But are you sure, I thought you wanted your first time to be with your husband?"

"Even if we do break up I know I gave my virginity to someone I love and can't live without even if something makes us fall out," I say very truthfully.

"I agree, I love you and just know you are the girl I want to marry even though people say we are to young to even be together, let alone talking about marriage. I know I want you for the rest of my life, I can picture our family and future, I love you and no one else," he says staring into my eyes and soul.

I pull him into a passionate kiss and he proceeded to take off my last articles of clothing.

I lay beneath him naked and slightly embarrassed.

He reaches to his bed side table and pulls out a condom.

He pulls off his boxers and slid the condom on.

"I love you," I whispered very vulnerable and terrified for the next step.

"I love you too, with all my heart. I know this will hurt but I'll take it at your pace," he says gently aligning himself with my center.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and bit my lip on anticipation.

He can see the slight worry on my face and kissed me.       

He began to push his tip in slowly making me pull us closer together. His hands were holding him up in a slight pushup position.

He pushed in a little bit more making him groan and me whimper.

He was a good 9inches and a good width for his age.

He slowly slid in more the pain slightly increasing but still feeling good in a way.

He stopped and looked at me.

"I have to break your hymen which is pretty much your key to your virginity, and a key to mine. Do you want me to stop or keep going?"

"Keep going. I trust you and know you won't hurt me on purpose," I say with short gasps of air.

He nodded and pushed in with a bit more force tearing my hymrn making me moan and cry out pretty loudly in both pain and pleasure.

An unknown tear was sweated off my cheek by the pad of Jays thumb. He waited a couple minutes letting me adjust until he began to push the rest of his length inside me 

I moaned in pleasure yet the pain was still present.

Once he was all the way inside gave me another minute  to adjust to the fullness.

He began to pull out slightly than push back in slightly, getting me use to the motion.

"It's ok baby you can move," I say out of breath.

He nodded and proceeded with his motions.

I gripped his neck loving the feeling yet still felt pain.

He pulled me into a kiss picking up his pace with his lower half.

I let out a moan which was muffled by his mouth. 

Though my body wanted to be closer to him, even more closer to him.

So I wrapped my legs around his waist making him go deeper and both of us monad and groan in pleasure.

After a while his movement became more abrupt signaling he was about to 'finish'. I was almost there also feeling him grow a little more.

With one final thrust he came in the condom. He kept thrusting trying to reach my peak. He started to tug on my breast making me lose control and cum all over his member.

I cried with moans and groan while the waves of pleasure swept over me.

One we both came down from our highs pulled me into a meaningful kiss.

"I love you so much Anna," he said after breaking the kiss.

" I love you too baby, so much," I say snuggling into his chest.

We were both just cuddling about to fall asleep before I got a text from jays mom.

"I hope you used protection ;)"

We both laughed than snuggled into each other feeling closer than ever.