Delia Smith Phancakes

Dan's POV

I can't stop staring at him, his deep crystal blue eyes, the way his flawless pale skin contrasts to his black floppy hair, almost identical to mine, he was just perfect to me.

"Dan?" Phil laughed nervously

I snapped out my trance and realised we were halfway through filming. Shit, I thought. This always happens, he always catches me watching him more than I want him to. This always happens in every single video. Phil probably thinks I'm some sort of freak, the way I always stare at him.

I laughed and said "Yeah?"

"I saiddddd, what would you rather be a-"

His voice fades away in my mind, as I replay him saying my name over and over, I like the way it sounds coming from his voice. Soft as butter, rolling off his tongue. *Click* My head snaps up as I catch a glimpse of Phil standing by the camera.

"What are you doing?"

"Turning the camera off, we can film another day" Phil sighs.

"Why?" I protest

"You weren't answering anything, not talking, always in a trance, something must be on your mind, so I'll let you be alone for a bit, the viewers can wait another day" He explained.

I gulped, "Sorry"

Phil shook his head, and started walking out the room, just as he closed the doors he gave me a cute side smile, I felt my body tingle.

This can't keep going on, I can't let myself feel this way every single day. I've held it back the past 3 years so why a couple of months ago has it gotten worse. It's to the point when he gives me a little smile, I literally just want to pin him down and mash my lips with his.

But, I can't, hes straight. He likes girls, well I mean, I do too but, Phil's special, I just don't know what it is. I lie down, repeatedly running my fingers through my hair.

No Dan, I can't show my feelings towards him, just bottle them up, and carry on being normal. I nodded to myself, and swore I'd do exactly that. I stood up, looking in the mirror and fixing my hair, I mean I want to look good for Phil. No Dan stop it.

I padded down the steps, and slowly started walking to Phil, he had his back to me, scrolling through something on his laptop, I got closer and realised he was reading fanfiction. I saw his hand resting on his jeans, his hand twitching occasionally. I swallowed. Phil's hand flew up to his laptop, and he quickly switched browsers, as he turned to face me.

He must've thought I didn't see it.

"Hi" Phil said with a fake smile plastered onto his face.

"Um, hi, I just wanted to know if you wanted some Coffee or something" I smiled.

"No thanks, I think I'll be okay, I'm just going to go upstairs and sleep If that's okay?" He asked me, closing his laptop and picking it up as he stood.

"With your laptop?" I joked.

Phil's face turned red, as he pulled his laptop lower to cover himself.

"Um yeah, just incase a serial killer,,... you know.. Like um, breaks in and I have to contact you." Phil stammered

"You could just shout me?" I said, I knew what Phil was doing, I just wanted to tease him.

"Right, but but just makes me feel safer." He smiled, as he turned and started to walk up the stairs, before u could answer, but I could see the bulge he was trying to hide with his laptop. I smiled and sat down where he was before.

Maybe Phil feels the same way about this, maybe he loves me back, maybe- Wait Dan, maybe it was a fanfic about him and someone else, not about you and him. About him and another girl, that would be the realistic answer. I choked back tears, it was true, it probably was a completely normal fanfic about him and another girl.

Silent tears dripped down my face, as I cradled myself for a couple of hours, thinking about him, I love him.

A couple of hours later I decided to check on Phil and ask him what he wanted for dinner. I crept into his room as I realised he was still asleep, he had one leg poking out from under the cover, and his face was bundled in his duvet. He was so goddamn cute. Even if Phil wasn't straight, I wouldn't ever be good enough for someone this adorable.

I scanned the room and saw his laptop half closed. I walked over and opened it, resting it onto his desk. 2 browsers appeared, Twitter andd.... The fanfic! I swapped browsers, and started reading from where he had left off.

It was about Phil.. And me. It was smut too, and Phil was getting off to it?! So maybe I was right, he does like me back. I smiled, letting my dimple show.

"Mmm, Dan" Phil mumbled sleepily.

Shit, he has seen me reading this. Shit, this is bad.

I turned my face slowly towards him, "Ye-?"

I was cut off as Phil mumbled again

"Dan, please don't" He groaned and turned over, "Stop"

He was sleep-talking? About me?!

"Ugh Dan, don't, stop-"

He sounded so perfect saying my name like that, it made me want to jump on him and pin his wrists down, I wanted to hear him say those words... When he was awake.

I decided now was a good time to leave, before he actually did wake up. I slipped out the room and went to mame a coffee, smiling to myself.

Phil's POV

I turned over, and pulled the duvet off of me, it was getting too hot. I opened my eyes, and sleepily sat up. I could hear the kettle boiling, I could sure do with some tea right now I thought. I stoop up, and went to pick my laptop up.

It wasn't on the floor where I left it, half open. It was on the desk. It wasn't on Twitter anymore. It was on the phanfiction. It wasn't halfway through it where I'd left it. It was at the end. Shit.

Dan must've seen it. No Phil, you need an excuse before you go down. Hmm.. 'I was curious about what they wrote about us?' Nope that sounds equally as bad as saying I wanted to read it. Umm...

'Someone sent me the link on Twitter, and I clicked on it and scrolled down to see what it was?' Yeah that will do, I thought to myself and made my way downstairs.

Dan placed a cup of coffee and tea on the table. I gulped.

"Tea? For me? How did you know that-"

Dan shushed me,

"I could hear you coming down the stairs so I juat made you one" He explained, we both sat down, and drank in awkard silence. It was tense, and that's how I knew Dan had definitely read it.

{A/N;

Hey, this is my first phanfiction, so I know it's probably really shit and bad, so I'm sorry cx. Anyways I'm not sure whether to make this Fluff, Smut or both yet, so the next few chapters will probably just be fillers. Thankyouu if your reading this c:}