Wonders Of Life

antisocial

I don't really like talking to people. Actually, correction, I'm scared to talk to people. What scares me is the fact that what I say could change their perception of me so much. I'm also very afraid of having people know things about me because then they'll know more about me, and that could be used against me. That, and, they'll see me so differently.
Another thing that scared me is not talking; staying quite. This just gives people so much more room to speak. It gives them room to say things to me. Good or bad, it's hard to tell which they'll go with.
People aren't predictable little machines, and that worries me. They could do anything. The possibilities are endless and I spend my time thinking of them all. I do this so I won't have to encounter the actual thing. I avoid what I'm afraid of, and I don't know if that's good or bad.