Beyond Scared Straight : You Left Me

Regret

roc

When I woke up I was In my room And The side of my face Was hurting I closed my eyes and Remember what happened

*FLashBack*

"chresanto" My auntie yelled "Roc"

"What the hell you want lady calm yo ass down"

"Who yu talking to"

SMACK! my auntie slapped me and I pushed her

"Dont fucking Touch me"

"Chresanto I tried to not believe what people say about you but I guess its true " she cried " Im Done Roc Im not gonna do this with you"

"I dont Need you Leave me alone" I stumbled up the stairs and slammed the door and went to sleep on my bed

*End of flash Back*

"Oh shit" I ran down the Hall to my auntie Room "auntie" I banged on the door "Tt im sorry" I opened the door and nobody was there I ran down the stairs and Found a note on the table It Read :

Dear Chresanto

You know I love you but I will not take that kind of behavior in my house or from you I took you in and treated you like a son and you basically Fuck me over I cant take this We will talk when I get Back

Auntie Linda

"Fuck" I yelled balling up the paper "why the hell do they always give up she didnt even give me a chance She just like my Dam Parents" I punched a hole in the wall I went up stairs and Packed some Clothes I got the keys to my friends car And Drove off I aint gotta take this shit

I when to my homeboy Kevin house It was his car I borrow

"YO man heres your Car"

"Thanks What up with you"

"nun my auntie Getting on my dam nerves"

"I remember those days"

"You mind if i stay here a few Days"

"nah man go ahead"

"All these people stay in here"

"Nah just Me and My Lil Brother I clear all this shit out when its get night time"

"Aite man thanks"

Yn Pov

Later that Night while me and ty are high

"You know what We should do that program And show them some Real Bad asses " I said to ty while passing her the blunt

"Yeah and show them Whats up"

"Ty What if we actually change"

We Started laughhing

"Hell Nawl You know yo ass aint gone change" SHe passed it back to me

"I know I aint going no where"

Ty mom called asked us were we going to go we said yeah She told us it starts in 2 Days

Roc Pov

It about 9:00 and Kevin was right it cleared it all it It seem like nothing had happen in the house I was clean and looked homie And warm But Only at night time

"YO Roc its a Bed Room at the end of the hall You Can use it"

"aite thanks kevin"

"and dont think imma punk cause i got my shit together i wasnt always a trouble maker"

I laughed cause that was kinda what I was thinking

"aite man"

he went to his room and I went to the room at the end of the hall I laid on the bed and fell alseep

The next day me and Kevin Went out to collect his money He had to shake a few people up but he got what he Came fah

"See People wont hand you shit You Gotta take it aint nobody give a fuck about us"

"Yeah I Can tell" I looked out the window

"Man Roc whats wrong where the hyped up ass Roc I know"

He been Left

"What you mean Im cool"

"Nah man I know that look" he Reached in the glove box and pulled out Some weed "hit that you might feel a little better"

after a few hits I was spilling out everything I knew to Kevin He took a couple to but he was silent

"Afta my parents left me and I moved in with my auntie I found this down ass bitch We fought together and everything nah she gone"

"what you do"

"let her Leave I fucked up bad I regret Letting her go Everynight"

"You know where she is"

"nah I moved and I dont know where she is she probably dont wanna talk me annyway"

"Roc You should do some with yo life"

"What"

"be a basketball player or some ya'know"

"you got problem but dont Smoke em away like I Do im 26 AInt neva been married or a Real Reltionship I aint finish school and all I know is the streets I regret cause my brother Tryna go down the same rode and Ion want that fah him" we were sitting outside his house waiting for his little brother to get him it was 10:30 at night "Ive been to jail to many times and I know he wouldnt last"

"but maybe he wanna make quick money ya'know or be with girls"

"ill give him money matter of fact that nigga can get a job "he laughed "and Ion Really care about the girls as long as he dont catch shit Im the only one looking out fah my brother he need to understand that" A Red car Pulled up and his brother got out and the car pulled off

"E where you been man"

"no where" he tried to walk past Kevin but he stop him

"I aint gone ask you no fucking more"

"I was with some friends dam"

"nigga you betta not be hanging with them no Life as nigga"

"you just like them" He yelled

"So what dont you be" Kevin yelled back "them niggas aint yo friends You Ready to do that 5 tuh 9 fah them nigga huh" They looked into each others eyes they were heated "when the cops pull up on yall they aint gone be worried about nobody but they self and not yo dum ass"

"You aint my daddy so dont act like it"

"Im tryna be better then Him that nigga got me into this and I cant get out Im Paying off his debt so you wont have to Can i get fucking thank you kevin Aint nobody looking out fah you but me when you gone see that shit"

E walked in the house He knew he lost he wasnt even gone argue back

"Yo Roc im going in the house you coming"

my phone ringed

"yeah imma be there in a mintue"

i answered my phone to my auntie Yelling

"Chresanto You seen my calling your phone eariler why you didnt answer the phone Where are you"

"at a friends house Chill"

"dont tell me to chill got dammit who told you to go ova there"

"Man auntie im bout to be 18 I can make things happen on my own if you dont want me just tell me so I cant waste anymore of your time I got ways of making money on my own" I pressed the end button and walked into Kevins house

Linda Rocs auntie

chresanto hung up in my face I would take this from my own kid so why should i take it from him All i ask if for him to do good in school and dont make trouble cause in my eyes my nephew was the best kid ever only if I knew

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