Beyond Scared Straight : You Left Me

Meeting

YN

i couldnt believe he was there he was infront of me All grown up My big brother "Him" as we called him in my house i never like to mention him because he always Made me feel weak because I wasted a part of my life waiting fah him and he never came I sat across from ray and roc sat across from ty they took our handcuffs off

"So as everyone can see You guys know each other and yall need to work something out now talk or no will be leaving" Officer Benette said

"I aint saying shit to him" I Said still crying "Fuck him"

"Hey watch yo mouth and your not leave"

"I dont give a fuck we can stay in this bitch all day I dont care"

"I aint stayingin here so ill go first" Ray said He stood up " Im sorry YN I didnt know that I wouldnt come back I thought mom said she didnt want me well thats what My dad told me and I kinda cut all you off because I felt like yall didnt want or need me that why I have problem I hate the word no being said to me and I hate when someone turns me down I do and I did miss you" tears fell from his eyes "I cant belive your all grown up My lil sista" he sniffed "you a bad ass Just like me you still stubborn But anyway I hope you forgive me " he sat down and every one looked at me

"What" I snapped

"YN" Ty said pushing my shoulder "you not gone talk to him"

"Hell no he giving me bullshit Like I said before fuck him"

"anyone else wanna go" the officer said

"Ill go" Roc stood up quick "YN I know this might sound corny af But I love you I miss you i Know we young and all and you probably like I dont know what Love is...well i dont but i Know I try to smoke images of you in my head away I date girls to see if ill find one just like you I wish I never Lefted up I wish I can take it back but I cant im sorry Really sorry I need you YN"

My hurt sank Roc was my first Love I smoked my first blunt with him Had my first kiss with him gave him my Virginity and We fought together I loved him I cant let him know that

"YN Please say something"

"What the fuck you want me to say yall fuck niggas the reason why im fucked up the reason why im in here what the fuck do you want me to say"

"ty do you have anything to say" said the officer

"yeah as a matter face I do"

"Yeah Ty turn up on them one time ty" I smirk I know ty had my back

"First of all you Ray rayan who ever the fuck you are how could u not ask about your lil sister why you aint look for her huh even if you dad told you your mom didnt want you your lil sister needed you she needed you to tell her about nigga like Chres fucking santo ova here who gone break her heart but no u was thinking about your dam self"

"right ty get his ass" I cheered her on

"and you Chresanto imma playa august yo ass was my bestfriend but you cant me and wife material ova here off but dont worry I kept her company all these years you ass aint try to look for her this girl would jump off a bridge if you asked her to she was yo ride or die bitch why the fuck you leave that what the hell is wrong with you"

"yasss ty fuck it up"

"now yo ass" she said My face went blank "how dare yo ass not talk to yo dam brother when you have a chance to now my sister is in jail I couldnt hug her for 5 dam years I miss her so fucking much yeah she missed me growning up but I would still tell her everything she missed your brother is here tell you he sorry and he misses you and you being a dam bitch about it you cant run forever we need to fucking grow up and stop tryna smoke our problems away and Chresanto is a nice guy he fucked up you need to give him another chance even tho I dont fucking want him touching you cause your Mine but I know you like guys and your only interested in me when your high so you need to make up with him"

dam she just....told me ass

"Are yo gonna talk now" as officer bennette

"yes but first to my Bae my bro sister my everything Ty your beautiful I do like you alot Ive grown to like you I thank you for everything the long talks the good times the laugh and oh god the sex" I laughed

"Yn dont get into that right now" she laughed

"WEll i thank u for everything babe I still love you and if you dont want me to date chresanto I wont "

"but I do YN i like girls And you like boys he will be good for u"

"okay now ray I forgive you but we gotta alot of talking to do " I hugged him

"I havent hugged you in a while" Ray laughed

"I know dont let go"

"Am i gonna get a hug" roc asked

"oh yeah and im willing to work it out with you are my first love and I admit I loved you and I think i still do" I hugged him it felt so good to be back in his arms

"thank u"

"you smell so good "

"Okay okay Roc let her go Im geting jealous ill get over it tho" Ty said pulling me away from roc

"now that thats over you all have to write your parents a note about how your gonna change "

we all went back with the other teenagers and wrote a letter i know i was gonna change big time