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Just a notice there's 3-5 chapters left

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"Hey Taehyung" Baekhyun smiled as he sat down next to the smaller who was swinging his bone like legs under a bench with a frown on his face. He looked up to see Baekhyun and his face instantly lit up.

"Baekhyun!" He squealed as he jumps up and tackles him into a bear hug.

"Woowww that was unexpected" Baekhyun laughs as he lets go of the younger and sits down with a smile. Although when he was embracing Taehyung it was alarming how much bone he could feel. It saddened him to think he probably wasn't eating

"How're you?" Baek asked as Taehyung sighed but with a smile still present on his face.

"I'm good" Taehyung nodded.

"You look so happy today why?" Baekhyun asks as he rubs Taehyung's arm a little bit as the younger giggles.

"Jungkook visited me and now I'm seeing you, I don't know I'm happy" Taehyung smiles.

"That's good, I'm glad you're happy" baek laughs as he picks a flower and hands it to Taehyung.

"Why?" Taehyung asks as he looks down on it. It was purple and pink and smelt fresh and clean. Taehyung smiled as he twirled it around his hands, taking in its scent. He closes his eyes and giggles before tucking his chocolate brown hair behind his ear and placing the flower behind it. Baekhyun laughs and assists him, making sure the flower stays in place.

"I gave it to you because it's pretty and you're my friend. Alsooo it's our 4 month anniversary" Baekhyun says as Taehyung claps his hands together in excitement, "I can't believe it's winter already"

"I know right" Taehyung sighed, "I love winter though. The clothes, Christmas, family, presents and of course all the food..." Taehyung was smiling until he mentioned food and a frown appeared on his lips making Baekhyun feel upset.

"Yeah the food" Baekhyun smiles, patting Taehyung's thigh.

"Hey Baekhyun can I hug you?" Taehyung asks with cute puppy eyes.

"Of course" Baekhyun smiles as he hugs Taehyung tighter than ever and the latter does the same.

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Warning: bulimia warning , may be triggering.

The whole second floor stank, it was vile. All the nose could smell was the stench of bile and stomach acid as you walked along the corridor. All that could be heard were gagging noises coming from the bathroom that were being made from a spluttering Taehyung.

Jungkook slowly crept along the corridor, he was to scared to see what was happening in the bathroom. He was too scared to see his boyfriend bent over the toilet with 2 fingers stuck down his mouth.

Jungkook wiped a tear away from his eye, he was only 15 yet he was doing so much damage to his body. It was tragic, so so tragic.
Jungkook suddenly realised not talking to him was selfish and wrong if him, he should go in there and get him to stop because this needs to stop.

Jungkook bit his lip before walking over to the bathroom, his feet making noises on the carpet making Taehyung stop. Jungkook let out a stray tear before opening up the door to the bathroom taehyung had carelessly forgotten to lock.

Taehyung spins around, his eyes puffy and his skin bloated and red closely followed by a few tears leaking down his cheeks. The look of guilt and sorrow was painted all over his face as he looks at his crying boyfriend in front of him.

"Jungkook I-" Taehyung began as he felt himself well up, he felt so awful. He told his boyfriend he wouldn't relapse again yet here he is, throwing up his last meal. The truth was he had told Jungkook about his battle with eating disorders and said he'd do nothing which was a lie. He used laxatives behind jungkook's back and continuously lied, hiding them from him and taking them when he wasn't around. He had ran out of pulls and his last resort was his fingers which he hated using as it damaged his vocals.

"Taehyung it's okay I'm not mad" Jungkook ignored the pungent smell of vomit from the toilet and crawled over to his shaking boyfriend cowering on the floor and hugged him so hard he would probably stop breathing soon.

"I'm sorry for everything I put you through" Taehyung sobs into jungkook's shoulder, "I'm sorry for attempting suicide twice, I'm sorry for relapsing , I'm sorry for always being the damsel, I'm sorry for hating myself, I'm sorry for my parent's death, I'm sorry for the self harm, I'm sorry for the hidden pils and razors and I'm sorry for everything I've made you go through"

"I don't care TAE I don't mind" Jungkook mumbles, clinging onto Taehyung as if it was his last time ever seeing him, "as long as I'm with you and you're still alive I don't mind"

"I'm sorry" Taehyung sobs, "I smell so bad right now I'm sorry"

"Your smell doesn't bother me damn it" Jungkook shakes his head as he hugs him even more tighter if that's possible, "just please pelase- Taehyung LISTEN to me. I love you so much okay? You don't need to change for anyone because you're so beautiful. You're down to 8 stone now and you're not yourself. You don't need to lose anymore weight, you're beautiful whatever weight you are babe okay?"
Taehyung said nothing, he just stayed still and nodded. No matter what Jungkook said he'd never believe it.

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Chanbaek fluff next chapter dw sorry for the vkook shit just want character development

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