your not alone

PHILIPS POV:

Lightning seemed two strike Phillips eyes when he noticed that Lucas wasn't texting back they hadn't found the gun and it wasn't worse he had seen it in the pond he grabbed his bike from the side of the wall thinking to myself that everything would be ok only a few miles until he will arrive at lukases house in that time he thought of all the horrorble things Lukas could be doing to himself at that very moment and Philip couldn't help a tear roll down his cheek imagineing his life without the only person in trivoli he has truely had feelings for and the thought of him not being thair felt like a thousand knives pinitrateing his heart and left him breathless

LUKAS'S POV:

Tears were rolling down my face the guns tight grip in my Palm I could end it all right now as we speak he thought and than he thought of Philip and a soothing feel fell over him like Philip was somehow conforting he thought of the night in the cabin that started it all and the night at the club not being able to express the way he truely felt toward the other male was tearing him apart slowly but surely and he put the gun down thinking to himself "if only I had enouph guys to go in the middle of school and kiss him tight imfront of everyone none of this would've happens" not being able to express or let alone be anyware around Philip was getting old and he didn't know how much longer he could force himself to stay away he wanted Philip nmmore than anything and was willing to die for him it was about time he showed him he wiped his tears and went in the house laying on the bed and looked at his phone "what the heack 12 missed calls from Philip and that's whean he heard a loud bang on his door he walked down the stair his dad was out of town on buissness she he was all alone causeing him to look through the prep whole to a rather frightens Philip he hurryed and unlocked the door

PHILIPS POV:

Joy fell over Philip as he seen Lukas ok and he jumped up to hug him not careing who was around "jerk you scared the he'll out of me " Philip said not giveing Lukas time to speak he shut the door and slammed his lips agenst Lukas's lips makeing sure to place his hands on the taller boys neack to Philip kissing Lukas was like learning to fly one mess up and you can pivot into hell. But God it felt like heaven for the time it was takeing place

LUKAS'S POV:
Philip seance the door open not Carrington who or what it hit he said I scared him and kissed me but I'm not complaining "Lukas raped his arms around philips neack kissing him back it had been so long seance they kissed this passionately and it felt amazing Lukas had missed Philip the way his hair curled perfectly frameing his face ,the way Philip wasn't afraid of him or anyone else hi was complitely and utterly falling in love with Philip And that's whean Lukas had enouph for play and grabbed PHILIPS hand dragging the boy upstairs to Lukas'S bedroom he flung him down on the bed and crawled over him until he was on top bad grinder slightly makeing Philip squil he continued kissing the boy his hand slowely moveing under philips shirt still not breaking the kiss Lukas started to kiss philips ear and neack biteing slightly makekng sure to not Hert him but to give him a reason to moan and that he did as Philip started to unbutton lukas's flannel and take it off Lukas took the boy by his belt looks pulling him down until his legs we're on philips sides thrusting forward thair groins touched trough fabric causeing them both to make plesureable noises Philip said "l-Lukas a-are you sure you want to do this "
And the boy replied with "I've never been more sure about something in my life .

Hi guys sorry for the bottlenose spelling bad punctuation and bad capitalization I don't have time to do the punctuation and I have dislexia so I'm terrorble at spelling part two will come out soo and it will have action I promise. 😈👌👌