Arranged Life - On Hold

#32 - Falling for her

You know I really like your eyes; they are so beautiful – that shade of green." She said, lifting her head and putting her hand on the side of my neck.

I smirked at her as she took her other hand and run her hand over my cheekbone. 

She leaned in - she was so close to me, my wolf went crazier. I pushed the uncontrolling feeling down, hoping that it could last a little longer.

"And I love your hair. The way they fall over your eyes when you sleep . . . Remember once you sleep on my shoulders in the car, when we were coming home from the hospital?" she asked, grinning.

She took her hand off of my neck and played with my hair.

My smirked grew just by hearing Bella admire what she thinks is perfect about me. I knew that when she isn't drunk, she would never say all of this.

"And you know what I love the most about you?" she asked, rhetorically.

I waited for her answer.

"I really like . . . your lips." She said, smiling, before her eyes closed a little, leaning in closer to me.

I could feel my heart tug from her words.

She put an arm around my neck and my heart started to pick up.

She leaned in and kissed me. My stomach twist feeling her lips agasint mine. I mined her lips along with mine. I can feel my wolf taking control of me. I couldn't stop myself from what I was doing. What Bella was hypnotizing. My arm went around her neck and my hand ran up her thigh. I can feel her smile on my lips. My wolf was about to be let free until my mind snapped back to reality and I gently pushed Vanessa away from me.

I didn't know who was more shocked, me or Bella.

"Ummm, Bella . . . why don't you sleep for now, you're probably – "

She pulled back and she opened her eyes.

What is your fucking problem? I was so close to marking her as ours! My wolf exclaimed, getting furious.

She studied me before she leaned in again, about to kiss me.

I turned my head so she kissed my cheeks.

She pulled away an inch, before reluctantly to sit on the bed.

"Why didn't you want to kiss me?" she said, turning my head to look at her in the eye. I can see that she was hurt, but I can't do it or else I would lose it.

"Bella, why don't you sleep – "

"Tyler . . . Kiss me, don't you?"

I shook my head, "Look, Bella, I can do this - "

"Am I not pretty enough?" Bella asked, loudly.

"No, Bella you are beauti -"

"Than why can't you love me like you love those girls on your bed?" she said even louder.

"Bella, listen, that was not - "

"Or is it because you didn't sleep with me before? Well, now I want to sleep with you. I want to do it with you! . . . Am I not as sexy as . . . what's her face, oh yeah, Brittany?" she asked and she pulled down the zipper from the side of her dress and let it fall to the bed.

I could feel my crotch grow in my boxers as my eyes roamed over her whole body. She was just in her black strapless bra with a black lacy panties – this was the first time I have seen Bella half naked.

She moved closer to me, but I held her back. She wasn't even nake and I already feel hard.

"Do you want me to be like a slut? Everyone says that she is a slut and a lot of boys like her . . . I bet you like her . . . But I don't want you to, I want you to be with me, sleep with me - Have you ever slept with her before?" she asked and instantly memories fasted back to me about Brittany.