bangtan boys {reactions, imagines, & preferences}

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Well it's been a week. I'm back but I feel I need to let you guys know what has been going on with me.

First thing first, I know I'm not the only one. Over the years I have been struggling with the feelings that at the time I did not know what they were. I told my teacher (aka my softball coach) and she "reported" it to the school counselor, and I had to go to the office for almost an hour to talk about my feelings. (dreadful) So all that happened and I had to some place for "help" (?) I don't know. At the same time I also had problems with self-harming, in which I haven't done in quite a while. (almost a year) So I had to go to this place and they said I have Depression. I try not to let this affect my books as I don't want to burden you guys with my personal issues, as they are simply my issues. Sometimes they get the best of me which leads to me taking breaks every once in a while. I hate talking about these things because it makes me feel like shit... I hate when people say that those who self-harm or constantly talk about their issues, say that those people are attention-seekers. Those people seek attention, not for the idea of wanting people to pity them but for the idea of getting help. They feel as if they have no one there, you know? That has been on my mind for a while. For myself, I do talk to someone every so often whenever I can. She's a really nice lady. Anyways, guys forgive me for talking about these things. I really hate it, but I thought that you guys should know. If I ever take breaks it's either because I'm in a dark place, I'm really stressed, or I'm having a mixture of both, which is not pretty. Also guys, If there's anything, just know you can talk to me. I might not give the BEST advice but you can always rant to me. Sometimes people need to let it all out. It's not good to bottle everything up, but I am guilty of doing so. 

Enough sadness for once! How have you guys been? Did you miss me? I missed you guys... <3

For my "Welcome Home Party" I thought we could do a request train! Toot toot! I have two more days of school left until the weekend, so give me some work! I take ANY requests, even the nasty ones for all you nasty bangtan fans, but it can't be TOO nasty. xD (I do short imagines, reactions, and preferences so go crazy!)