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I might just be losing my mind. It's probably just the stress but I'm stuck right now. I just feel like everything I'm doing right now is just not good enough. I'm losing my creativity, and it's making me lose my fucking sanity. I'm honestly trying so hard to keep up but I just feel like I'm getting left behind, and everything is just closing on me. I hate this because I promised you guys updates over the weekend and I didn't keep it. I hate it, because I want to continue writing to make you guys happy. I love reading the comments and getting you guys requests but it sucks because my personal issues keep fucking things up and I just end up not keeping my promise. I don't like that you guys have to keep waiting and waiting just for me to update some shitty chapter because I wasn't giving 110%. It's not fair to you guys. It's eating me up everyday because I feel as if I'm not good enough to be writing this book. It's not just this that is fucking with my mind. I'm trying. I keep trying, but trying is not good enough. I want so much, and every time I just can't have it. I don't know, I can't say that I'm taking a break, because I always come back within a week span. I'll just update when I do, and I hate that but it's honestly the best I can do right now. I don't know what will happen. I may update tomorrow or I may update in a week, I just don't know. I don't know what to say anymore.
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