Feelings

8-12-16

I lie here now still wondering what to do

I've been told to stay away

To stay out

But I feel myself giving in to the urges

To the feel of temptation

For some feel of redemtion

The feel of closure

I want to make sure you're okay

I want to hold you in my arms

And to never let you go

But I've been told to stay away

To stay out

So I now lie here

Contemplating my life

I wish I could take it all back

I wish I could rewrite history

To craft my world into one of positivity and possibilities

I want to let myself escape into my thoughts

And hope to not get lost at the bridge of failure

But I've been told to stay away

To stay out

And that I shall do

I lie here now

Confused

Sad

Disappointed

Desire consuming me

But I've been told to stay away

To stay out

So this

Is goodbye