Feelings

1-1-17

Happy new year

Welcome to 2017

Another torturous year of living

Time for this new year new me bullshit

We all know that no one ever changes

You're still the same asshole you were last year

I'm still the same broken confused girl searching for the pieces that complete the puzzle that call a life

Time for a new year of school

Trapped for 6 hours a day

Surrounded by people proving they're better than you

People putting you down

People ignoring you

Surrounded by people concerned by their looks

By their popularity status

Filled with fear it of rejection from the hottest boy in school

Surrounded by people who couldn't care less about the girl sitting next to them slowly deteriorating from reality

"Attention whore"

No one ever takes the time to see you for who you are

Or how you are

Everyone is too concerned with themselves to notice you

Time for a new year

Bring on 2017