Mission F*ck Boy

Days Go By

Tick tock, tick tock.
It felt like time was going by slowly as I lay down on my bed, gazing up at the ceiling.

It's been only 2 hours since I got home from Aaron's soccer reunion, and it feels like it's been 5 years since then.

"What if he's playing me?" A thought popped up in my mind, as I turned to my side, tucking my right hand underneath my head, as I stare through my window  into the night sky with stars glistening and every sparkle lighting up my eyes, with a sudden flush of warmth that flows through my body.

I really like him, but there's just something not adding up, how can a guy..like him, like a girl..like me?

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*THE NEXT DAY (Saturday)

I woke up with a sudden fear within me, as I thought today was a schools day, but I was wrong as I  automatically snapped back, sighing in relief, plopping back down into bed. "I'll wake up and get ready in 5 more minutes" I thought as I smiled closing my eyes, with the thought that I can sleep in and not worry about being late for school.

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"Nessa! Nessa!" I felt someone shouting my name, as my body was being pushed and shoved. "Huh-what?" I woke up slightly scared, from all the shouting.

"How was it?" I heard a familiar voice ask, as they bounced onto my bed sitting down at the bottom of my feet.

"What do you mean?" I rubbed my eyes trying to adjust to the lighting, as it seemed like it was later in the day.

"The reunion, Duh!"

"Drake? You're here?" I  mumbled asking as I stretch my arms into the air. "Of course silly, who else would have an extra key to your place? ...except for your parents" he bounced closer to me, with a huge grin on his face.

"Ok, it was amazing" I covered my face, as I laid back down quickly.

"Come on, the details please" he grabbed my hands, pulling me back up to sit and face him.

"We kissed" I smiled, with my face turning bright red as the flashback of what happened that night popped into my mind.

"Oh my god, what!?" His face looked like he was about to explode and fly into the sky like a rocketship.

"Yeah, we were dancing, and he told me that he loves me..and kissed me" I began to bite my nails, and looked down as pieces of my hair, flew down in front of my face.

"You've got to be joking, that's- oh my god, I don't even know what to say right now!" He stood up quickly and paced back and forth in front of my bed.

"What if he's playing me?" I asked looking up, pulling the pieces of hair out of my face, and tucking them behind me ear.

"What do you mean?! He's obviously not, he told you that he loves you! What more can you ask for!?"

"He hasn't even texted me since that  night, what if he just ignores me since he got what he wants?" I started to point out.

"Nessa, don't worry..just relax, if he's like that..he obviously doesn't deserves you. Just let things play out, and go on from there..just be cautious and look for red flags" he began to give me advice, as he sat down and gave me a hug.

"Thanks, I'm lucky that I have you" I smiled, taking in the advice he gave.

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"So what do you want for breakfast?" I heard Drakes voice slowly getting louder as I run down the stairs towards him.
"Did you see my mum or Will here?" I asked as I came into the kitchen fresh out of the shower, tying my hair up, wearing ripped dark wash jeans, and a black oversized top.

"When I arrived at your place, your mum was getting into Wills car. She said she'll be right back." Drake informed me as he scanned the fridge.

"I wonder what she's doing" I thought out loud.

"Hey, I've got an idea." Drake shut the fridge door and faced me.

"Why don't we go out for breakfast?" He added smiling.

"I'm in, let's go."

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