There is no oneThere never was
A girl consumed by darkness but who still fought to see the light
It never came
And the darkness never faded
She pushed and she pushed
Trying to convince herself that someone wanted her around
They never did
And so she gave them their wish
At least,
that's how this story could have ended
But instead she stayed
Finding solace from the shadows in something that she never thought she would
She still tries, and fails, day in day out, to believe that her life is worth something
That it's worth living
But how can she when no one else does?
The girl in the story never got better
To this day she wonders what went wrong
Wishing for a second chance she knows she won't get
The girl in this story still feels the pain of rejection from her world
Still dreams of a different one, a better one
She still deludes herself with hopes of a knight in shining armour saving her from herself
The girl in this story still fights, but is slowly growing weaker
Soon she will have to give up
Let the darkness consume her
The girl in this story is nothing but an empty shell of who she once was
Broken into so many pieces by all that surrounds her that she can't even see what needs fixing
But until the day when her heart stops beating, she will stay strong
Only crying when no one is around
Only feeling what needs to be felt
Only showing what others wish to see
The girl in this story?
Well that girl is me.

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Short story/poem type things {DISCONTINUED}
PoesíaI've wrote a few things and thought maybe it was time to post them 💜